Episode Eight: My Purpose Apology And Graduation

482 17 3
                                    

A/N this chapter is still under construction. When you get to the end it's not really going to make any sense, but it'll be fine as you keep reading.

Katashi

I laid awake at night starring at the dark wood ceiling. 

Who am I? The question echoed over and over again as I struggled to find the answer. Maybe it's not that I can't find an answer, maybe I'm just not looking for it. Maybe I can't remember for a reason, am I like this to forget and start over?

Usually I only think about what I'm doing, I never took the time to think about who I am, for example I've never thought about a favorite color or food, a dislike or even weird a innate skill.

What is my purpose? The other question still without an answer. I've never really had one, it was more like a written to do list, you do it and it's done, like something to do over a short period of time, except mine only had two things. First, obey his orders, and stay loyal. Second, run away and never return.

There's my life story.

But that can't all be it right? I mean, what happened before? Who was I before? What was my purpose before? I want to know, to know who I was. Maybe that's my current purpose. I need to seek out the past and find who I once was.

I cannot live the mystery my life has come to be. I will find out who I am, and why I am this way.

When I had awoken this morning, my face was all sweaty, and I reeked badly. It might be because I was running in the rain and Collapsed in the mud two days ago, but maybe the lack of a shower for an entire week is probably another reason. After my refreshing shower, I put on the usual dark blue long sleeve and tight sweat pants. Seeing my bare wrist and the mark it holds, it reminded me that I needed something to cover it, maybe I'll buy something when I go out.

As I walked into the kitchen, I could feel the minty freshness sensation of have taking a shower tingle on my skin. Taking a glance up into the cupboards, I remembered that I never bought any food to fill these with. But how did Kakashi make me breakfast?

Shaking off the question, I slipped on my shoes and headed out the door, locking it behind me. As I was walking through the quiet early morning streets of Kahona I found a shop called Nin Wears. I ended up buying black fitted cloth bracers to go on both of my wrists.

I thought it would look less
suspicious if I had the bracers on both wrists instead of the one. I had to tuck my sleeves under the bracers so I wouldn't look weird. I checked my self out in one of the store mirrors, I had to admit I looked pretty snazzy. Before anyone could see me make a fool out of my self I hurried out.

Today I felt vivacious. I don't think I've ever been this lively. I'm heading to the Ninja Academy, today is the final exams. I missed two days, I wonder what everyone's saying about me. I wonder if I hurt Sasuke.

I opened the door to the class room, only to find that Iruka had made it before me. He's standing at a desk in the corner of the room shuffling through a messy pile of paper.

When the door clicked closed, Iruka took notice and looked up at me. "Morning Iruka Sensei." I say because he just stared at me without saying anything.

"I thought you were mad, but you seem abnormally happy today." He said scratching the back of his neck with a sheepish smile. "Mad?" I ask.

The Brothers Forgotten Past                                   Naruto FanfictionWhere stories live. Discover now