He Changed Me (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Two

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                                     Seth’s Point of View

            My phone vibrated on my bedside table, sending a buzzing sound through the room. Reaching over, I sighed and picked the small device up, scanning the screen. It was a text from my boyfriend, Luke, saying he missed me and he wanted to see me. I contemplated if it’s really worth getting in trouble to go see him since it was already late. My phone vibrated again and as I guessed it was Luke begging me to come see him. Knowing that if I didn’t he was going to tell me a bunch of shit and make guilt consume me.

            I went to the corner of the room where my old beat up converses sat and put them on. Next to it was fresh pair of black Vans that I bought to wear to school, the new semester started in just a week. It took me a while to save up enough money to get a pair. Even though I work my ass off I can’t afford much because I have to pay rent to my landlord, also known as my father.  I wish I could get my own place but I would never survive. He pays for gas and electric and there’s food in the house most of the time because he’s a fat cunt that likes to eat and for that I’m thankful. Okay, I lied. He’s not fat, which if he were would be good but unfortunately he just likes to eat. 

            Before I snuck out, I pushed my dresser from the door and unlocked it. I listened if anyone was coming up the stairs, when I heard nothing I went to the opened window and jumped from the edge unto a nearby tree and climbed down, landing in the neighbors backyard.  Hurriedly, I jumped the fence before the old woman started yapping and yelling, which would get me in a ton of trouble. I ran on the backstreet for four blocks then made my way back to the main street to catch the bus. It took forever to come and time after I time I wondered if it was a sign that I shouldn’t be going to see Luke. But just as I turned, the bus pulled up and I hopped on with the rest of passengers. I sent a text to Luke, letting him know I’m on my way.

            The ride to Luke’s town was only half an hour. He lived with his parents and if he wanted me to come over it meant they weren’t home. I walked the block to his house, my hands in my old jeans and my head down. I don’t like making eye contact with people and I don’t like the way they look at me. I can see the judgment leaking from their brain through their eyes but they don’t know that. The eyes are the most honest things about a person. Even when you’re lying they betray you and let the truth out.

            I pressed the white circular button and waited patiently for Luke. It didn’t take him long to open the door and once he did he pulled me inside and he was all over me. His hands went underneath my shirt, roaming my chest and over my nipple while his mouth and tongue attacked mine. He grabbed me against him, turned us around and began walking. I don’t know what I felt when we kissed, I’m not sure if I felt anything but the least I could do was return his affection, so I did as best I could.

            We kissed for a few more minutes. My heart began thumping against my chest when I felt his hands going down my chest and over the buttons on my pants. I tried to move his hand but he slapped mine away, grabbing them and holding them against my head on the arm of the couch. He undid the button and I squirmed. I don’t want this; can’t he tell that I don’t? His hand went to inside anyways, grabbing a hold of me and that’s when panicked really kicked in and I kneed him in the gut. He groaned, letting my hands go and I pushed him back, trying to get up.

            He caught my wrist in his hand, jerking me back. It happened so fast that only the sting on my jaw made me realize what happened.