Hyunlix OneShots

Uncover

A/N: ANNYEONG. this is completely self indulgent, few warnings for self-pity, overdose of pills, hospitals and depressing thoughts. this is completely fiction. Enjoy reading, my loves ❤❤ this is also inspired by Zara Larsson's song, Uncover ❤

No One's POV

Felix posted. 4 photos, selcas with Chan and Changbin.

Hyunjin sighed and put hid phone down.

He slightly caressed his right shoulder as he moved it bit by bit. He winced in pain.

"God why did I even have to--" He sighed again and sat up straight.

"Hey hyung, lets go!" Seungmin called the blonde.

On his way out, he saw Felix walking with Chan. for the nth time he sighed and continued on his way.

He felt the younger behind him, but they did not interact, nor even look at each other. Instead of going to the usual van he and Felix always went to, he sat with Jeongin and Changbin on the other.

This left a slightly questioning look on Felix's face. Nevertheless, he sat with Chan and Seungmin.

when they arrived in the dorms, Felix expected Hyunjin to be in his room, but the older wasn't there. He then went to shower before going to Hyunjin's room.

After showering, he lipped inside the older's room unnoticed. He saw a lump on the bed, indicating he was there. He went to Hyunjin's bed with just the night lamp open. Felix cuddled up to Hyunjin's back.

"What's wrong, hyung?" He silently said. He pouted when he didn't get any reaction. "Please talk to me"

When Hyunjin hadn't budge, He rolled on top of the older to the other side, His face was so close to Hyunjin's.

"I know you're awake, Love. please talk to me" Felix ran his small hands to Hyunjin's eyelashes.

Hyunjin sighed and opened his eyes.

"I can't resist you" The older whispered. "I want to run away."

"Love.." Felix said.

"This whole hiding thing is okay. the members doesn't know. the company, the fans. No one knows, Lix. And its okay. Because I love you" Hyunjin felt his eyes get filled with tears. "But seeing as I can't be with you freely without anyone noticing that I'm inlove with you? Its hard. We can only be ourselves inside these four corners. On this bed. At night. Because we can't be known."

Felix's freckled cheeks were now tainted with tears too.

"I love you, Lee Felix. so much. thats why this is okay with me" Hyunjin sighed. "I'm sorry for ignoring you all day"

"Are you tired?" Felix asked.

"I am, yeah. But this is for you. you don't want anyone to know--"

"Yet. I don't want anyone to know yet. hyung" Felix corrected. "I'm just. I don't know.. I feel like I might disappoint the fans because I'm not dating Changbin hyung or Channie hyung. Or-or they might not support us-or w-what if"

"Love. You're not ready. Its okay. I understand. the idea just didn't leave my mind the whole day, It was exhausting. Maybe I just need to sleep" Hyunjin wiped the younger's tears. "Lets just rest for tonight, okay?"

Felix then felt Hyunjin's lips against his own. It was soft, patient and lovely. when they pulled out, they stared at each other's eyes.

"I love you so much, jinnie" Felix said.

"I love you too" Hyunjin whispered then kissed the younger's forehead.

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"Jinnie, why are you so distant these days?" Felix asked one night in the comfort of the younger's bed.