HIS SECRETARY [TaeJin] ✓

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Jin's POV:

I slowly opened my eyes. As soon as I tried to sit, I feel pain in my head and in my whole body. I looked beside me but I didn't find my husband. Where is he?

I decided to look for him, then I realized that I am still in my boxers.

Ohh! That's right I gave my virginity to my husband yesterday. My friends who get married always tell about their first night dreamily. Like it's the most beautiful moment of their life.

And here I, I don't want to happen this even in my dreams. I want to erase it from my mind and heart. Why? Bcoz first of all just after getting married my husband told me that we have to go Seoul first before we leave for his hometown, the reason is he has work here today, which is so important. I was hella tired bcoz of our marriage mentally and physically and then he decided to torture me more. Yeah! I know it's not his fault. But I became tired as hell.

Then as he didn't tortured me from travelling. He decided to have sex too, like seriously!!. I wanted to kick him that time. If he has work then he should have rest and let me rest,but no he didn't understand. He was desperate like if he didn't did that, he is gonna die. It's not like we are in love for so long before marriage and just waiting to get married so that we can be intimate. And are dying for that. No! Infact I can wait for more 10-20 years for this if I never fall in love with him. It should be bcoz of love not just bcoz it's like a system that you are married now so you have to do it.

I was so tired and honestly I was not ready. But then again I thought it's not like I married him bcoz I was ready or I want to. So, this thing is also like that. I thought I have to accept him anyway. So why not start from this, so I gave in. I didn't enjoyed a bit honestly and as far as I can read people I don't think he enjoyed it too. I was feeling like he is not making love to me but fulfilling his some responsibility, this makes me more irritated. Like if he is not ready too, we should have waited. There is no need to rush for that. But Seokjin it's not time to think about it, so stop.

I found my clothes in the edge of a bed, I am not feeling sticky so maybe he cleaned me. I don't remember bcoz I was so tired that I am feeling like I slept in between our moment. God knows!

I picked my clothes and wear it. I noticed that the windows are closed, so I thought of getting a cool breeze of morning to fresh my mind. I removed the curtains and opened the window but in place of cool breeze I get hot air and the sunrays are also sharp, it's like it's afternoon. I looked at wall clock and indeed it's 3:15 pm. God! Why I was sleeping for that long and where is he?

I checked in bathroom too but he is not there. I thought of calling him. But I didn't find my phone. I then checked each corner of the room, I clearly remember that I put my phone here last night.

But wait a minute! Where is our luggage? All the money that I brought with me is in it, my clothes, my qualifications. Is someone is a thief here? I got so anxious that I ran outside the room and to the reception.

"Hello!" I greeted the receptionist as calm as possible.

"Hello! Sir, good afternoon. How can I help you?" She asked.

"My luggage is not in my room. Is their thief here?" I asked bluntly.

Her eyes widened and she waved her hands "No, sir ofcourse not. I know this is a small hotel but still we give security to our customer" she said.

"So where is my luggage?" I asked her in raised voice. I am terrified.

"Let me check sir" she motioned me to take her to my room. So I did.

When we arrived in my room. She is checking the whole room like I did. But it's of no use. I need someone. Where is my so called husband?

"Umm.. Excuse me? Have you seen my husband?" I asked her. She is a receptionist so she should have known if he went outside the hotel. Or in cafeteria.