Broken-Barry Allen

Chpt.14

Cisco POV
After Joe stopped Barry with the boot. We walked over to him and took his to Star Labs. We set him down in the pipeline. After that we all got a better look at him.
"Oh my God." Said Joe.
I saw his eyes were dark very dark. Just like zooms. But I'm an instant they went to normal. Something definitely up with Barry.
Barrys Dream
"Caitlin I though I could trust you."

"If you won't forgive then...then I hate you! I've always hated you ever since I was with Ronnie I love him and totally forgot all about you. You are just some pathetic guy with super speed. Your no hero you just another freak! Yeah a meta freak. So leave. Central City doesn't need you no one loves you!" Caitlin says.
My eyes fuel with anger and glow black.
"Wrong choice to get mad at a speedster" I say
I run up to her and start to vibrate my hand. My eyes glowing from black to normal then black to normal. My hand gets closer and closer to her heart.

"Barry please don't do it!" She begs
I stop and fall to the ground.
*dream over*
Barrys POV
"Ahh" I wake up and start panicking. It was just a nightmare. I look around. I see blue walls and a camera in the corner. I know exactly where am. I'm in a cell. I turn around and see Joe,Cisco, and Caitlin standing there.
"Let me out of this thing."

"No Barry we won't let you out until you come to your senses. You need to think straight." Said Cisco.

"I am thinking straight!" I say

"Barry please I'm begging you just snap back to the real you. Please."

"Cisco.... I-I'm Im s-sorry."
I see a surprised look on his face.

"I'm I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm not mad at you. You are my best friend and I would do anything to keep you safe."I say.

"What about her" Cisco points to Caitlin.

"Barry you know I never meant to hurt you."

"I know."
Once those words slipped out of my mouth. I saw Joe Cisco and Caitlin just stand there in shock.

"Barry?" Caitlins said confused.

"I know Caitlin. I've done horrible things too. I don't want to be a villain anymore. I want to save lives. No put them in harms way. I'm so sorry." I start to cry. I sit down and look away.

"Thank you Barry, but what made you forgive so fast. Just earlier you were hesitant to say anything." Asked Cisco.

"I-I did something really bad. And I am just now starting to realize it." I said.

"Barry. What did you do?" Joe asked concerned.

"When I stole that tech. I have gave it to Snart. So he has another cold gun. I.. umm also accidentally killed one of guard I was only meaning to knock out." I cry hard.

"Barry it's ok." Said Caitlin.

"No it's not! I killed someone! I killed an innocent life. You're right I am no hero I'm a villain!" I say. I got so angry I ran right through the glass doors and ran and ran.

"Barry!!" Caitlin called after me.

"Track him Cisco" said Joe.
I ran. I ran. I ended up in my childhood bedroom. It wasn't mine anymore. But I could still remember the secret spot in the closet were I always hid for hide and seek. I remember being found every time because everyone knew I choose the same spot. Memories. I realize that everyone was just trying to help me. I have to go back. I have to make things right.

I run all the way back to Star Labs and go to the cortex.

"I made a mistake. I know you know. But now I know." I say

"Please help me." I do something very unexpected. Even I was surprised about what I did. I ran up to Caitlin and just hugged her crying while she was too. Cisco joined the hug. Then Joe. We all just stood together in silence but with happiness in our hearts.

A/N
I'm sorry if this one was all over the place. I had some writers block and couldn't  figure out what to write next. Stay tuned for the next chapter!