Chapter 10
I decide to go to my class. I walk and stop in front of the class door. I take a breath and try to look okay, but somehow my chest still hurts. So I pat my chest as I walk in. When I'm in my eyes firstly looking for Bambam. Our eyes finally meet, but he breaks the contact. I sit and see Suzy and Bambam are chatting. I stop looking at them, because I feel my chest hurts even more, so I decide to look straight at Mr. Park, my homeroom teacher. But why is he here? Isn't it History class when he's teaching Math?
"Okay, I have news for you guys. Next week we'll go camping for 3 days 2 night." He says with a big smile. Everyone cheers and shouts happily. Except me. My mood isn't in a good state, considering what just happened minutes ago. Jinyoung and Bambam act like nothing happen, though.
"Woohoo!" Some students shout but they stop, seeing their teacher starts to open his mouth again.
"And the second one, I'm the one who's going to decide your tent-mate and also the group."
And now everyone is moaning. Some even curse him.
"Just kidding, you guys decide."
And with that one sentence, everyone is cheering again, shouts his name is glory, even kneeling and acts so grateful.
"Shh! Now listen! Everyone, make groups of two. I 'll give you 2 minutes, and I'll write it down."
"Let's be partner." That voice makes startled. Omg. I turn around, it's Jinyoung, throwing me a smile. He gives me an excited look which make me couldn't reject him. I don't want to be his partner because I think it'll be awkward. I mean, you know, HE JUST CONFESSED TO ME MINUTES AGO. But.. what would be the perfect excuse?
"Nayeon-ah!" I turn left to see Lizzy waving on me. Right. SHE'LL BE THE PERFECT EXCUSE. THANK GOODNESS!
I wave back at her with a huge smile on my face.
"Um, Jinyoung. I don't think we can be a partner. I don't know who will Lizzy be with." I say. I just lied to Jinyoung. I feel bad. Well that's NOT a lie actually. But, still. The guilt feel same.
Lizzy gives me confused look makes me realize my facial shows i feel guilty. I hurry turn my face into a grinning face to hide it.
"Yaa! Let's be partner!" I say.
"What? I thought you'll be with Jinyoung, so I just partnered up with Youngjae. You like him right? So it's a big chance!" She says. She even looks more excited than me.
Gosh.
I can't say anything because I know Lizzy is interested at Youngjae. I can't separate them right? This is a big chance for her. I sigh. Somehow I want to get angry at her because of that "You like him right?". I don't even know anymore. This is too confusing. And complicated.
I'm about to walk away from her before she holds my hand, I think she realizes that there's something wrong. I smile and shook my head even though I know she's still worried.
I then look at Bambam, I think he's with Suzy. My prediction is right, because I heard Suzy mentioned something about 'camp' and 'together' with Bambam.
"Okay, let's be partner, Jinyoung-ah." I say.
He immediately cheers up and throws me a super big smile.
Sigh.
Suzy's side
I'm extremely bored today. The lessons are sucks. Nothing different, just learning about particular lessons. And now, it's History class.
Sigh.
Looking at the window, i do it whenever i feel bored. Am finding down there Jinyoung and Nayeon are hugging. So, they really are dating? It reminds me of someone.
Him and her.
My past starts to pop one by one. Those misery memory start to come back once again. My fear makes me shake. My tears flow by itself stream through my cheek, quickly wipe it before anyone start to realize it. I smile effortly, try to cheer myself.
Suddenly, Mr. Park enter our class. Why is he here?
Bambam is entering the class too a while after Mr. Park entered and he sits beside me. Is he coming back from the infirmary? Because yesterday he doens't look good.
He looks lifeless. He usually smiles widely when entering the class but now his smile fades.
I ask him if he's sick, but he says he's fine. I know he's lying.
Then, Mr. Park told us about the announcement.
Group of two? This is the most thing i hate. It's because i dont like them to get close to me and true, no one cares about me.
Suddenly, i feel a goosebump. Like i just think about something wrong. Then, Bambam appears on my mind while helped me found my pin week ago. Then, he cares about me?
"Wanna partner up?" Says Bambam that wakes me.
"No way." I say automaticly. My pride doesnt want to.
"Everyone have paired up. Its only us."
I turn my head, finding Nayeon hasnt paired.
"How about Nayeon?"
"Not her." He says with familiar sight. I know it well since his eyes look like mine.
That full of sorrow.
"Okay, then. Let's partner up, Bambam."
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