Chapter 19
Nayeon's POV
"Nayeon-Suzy, I've been searching for you both. Come on, it's time!" Jinyoung shouted.
"Okay, I'll get it. Suzy, let's go!" I said. But Suzy seems still has her head a thought.
"Suzy?" I woke her. She blinked once.
"Since when you're staring at me?" She asked.
"Since you were asking me funny question. Let's go, it's show time!" I said.
"Okay let's go-, together." She said then smiled. She said together oddly, yet happy.
We walked towards the campfire, where the others are having their dinner. We saw Jinyoung sitted on a chair while holding his guitar and Bambam is standing beside him.
"Mo ya? Why the three of you are eating lollipop?" Bambam asked.
"It's all from me." Jinyoung answered while tuning the guitar.
"Whatt? Where's mine?!" Bambam protested. Look cute though.
"Stop it, we are going to throw it anyway. We can't sing and eating candy at the same time." I said. Then the three of us walking toward the trash bin together without confirming each other and threw it, just like we know each other heart. I'm sure Bambam is pissed. It was fun teasing Bambam this way.
"Then it'll be a waste!" Bambam wined.
"Um, guys?" Called Suzy. We were looking at her confused until we saw the students (or shall we call them audience?) are looking at us now. With a silence.
We nodded to each other then stand by. Jinyoung started to plag the intro with guitar, the guitar sounded sweet in some way. After the intro has played, Jinyoung simply nod as the sign of verse. Then we started to sing along in harmonization.
I know that you hate me
I'm sad, why can't you understand me?
You don't understand, I like you
What did I do wrong? Why are you doing this to me?
The more you do that, the sadder I get, oh I'm so sad
So let me slowly come into your heart
The important thing is the heart
I'm not liking you just for your face (no no)
Even your sharp words that hate on me
I came to love them, this is my (heart)
If it's about you, no matter how small it is, I remember it, I'm a mania
No matter how badly you treat me, you're like a comic book
Like a romantic comic book, every night I pray like this
Give love, give me some love
Give love, there's not enough love
I give the love that grows every day to her but she doesn't accept
Give love, give me some love
Give love, there's not enough love
I give the love that grows every day to her but she doesn't accept
Give Love
Give Love
I didn't do anything wrong
But why do you hate me for no reason?
Why can't you understand me
I like you
After I found out you hated me
You made my strong motivation wither away
I thought my heart racing days would be over
But once again, slowly
Can I get closer?
In case you would hate me even looking at you
I secretly hide behind and tremble with fear
When the sun sets and the moonlight rises
I get courageous and I tell her my heart
But she and I grow too far apart
The love that gives and gives gets thrown away on the street, stacking up like dead leaves
When spring comes, it turns into dirt but I put my hopes up for a new sprout
Give love, give me some love
Give love, there's not enough love
I give the love that grows every day to her but she doesn't accept
Give love, give me some love
Give love, there's not enough love
I give the love that grows every day to her but she doesn't accept
Give Love
Give Love
Jinyoung ended it simply with a stroke of guitar string. And now the condition is awkward. No one react, just silence. Everyone's eyes turned wide. Was it bad?
But then, Bambam's growl broke the silent. I couldn't hold my giggle and got everyone's attention. I put my head which full of embarassment down.
I once again raised my head up as I heard someone was standing up and clapping loud. Then followed by the others made all the audience clapped while standing. It totally made my day, that it wasn't a bad performance. Without thinking, I hugged my best friends and they hugged me back. My face smiled idiotly because we made it! I mean, we gotta have our dinner!
Mr. Park standed beside us with his proud smile on his face.
"Whoaa, that was an incredible performance. My jaw dropped." He complimented. Some of the students cheered along.
"All of you have hidden talents! Especially to Nayeon and Suzy. I didn't know you have amazing voice. Also-," Mr Park continued.
"Sorry, but can we have our dinner now? I can't resist no more." Bambam cut Mr. Park.
"Ohh okay. Go now. You guys did really good. The others, eat well!" Mr. Park said.
"Ne!" Shouted the other students.
Bambam ran as fast as flash to the food stand, while Suzy followed him up. I was walking way behind them with Jinyoung.
My smile dissapeared when I remember what I did to Jinyoung. I just rejected him. My leg stopped by itself. Jinyoung came to me when he realized he wasn't with me.
"Nayeon?" He said with concern tone. His deep gaze made more guilt on me. The tears started to flow with good memories with him. It just happened that way, that I can't hold them. Jinyoung is just too good for me.
"I'm sorry." I said while looking down. I can't even look at him.
He stepped closer. He wiped my tears, not wanting the others to know.
"It's okay, Nayeon. You can't force yourself. You heart decides. We can still be friends anyway." His soft whisper made me cry harder. He put his snapback on my head, cover my puffy eyes.
"Let's eat." He said. He offered his hand. I held his gentle hand which lead me to the food stand. I was happy that Jinyoung still want us to be friend. Even though I know it will hurt him even more.
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