Chapter 9

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Mackenzie's POV
I was sitting in studio D because that's where the elite and junior team were sleeping.
I could hear Paige,Kendall and Chloe all talking but I didn't dare to get up or move and bad thing is I have to pee so bad!
Eventually Gianna walked in and told them they needed to sleep because everyone had to be up at 8:30 am
Once i saw Gianna sit by them I knew they weren't gonna get up.
I got up and ran to the bathroom. I was in the stall when I heard Maddie talking and then I heard Abby
"Maddie you know that Mackenzie doesn't need to be dancing anymore I've tried and all the teachers have tried to help her but after that remark earlier I'm through with her"
"I know Ms.Abby but I'll help her she'll get it" They stopped talking and i sat on the toilet and cried ... I wasn't enough so why am I still here! I had so many thoughts going through my head. I sat there all night because I heard everyone coming into the den amending the bathroom and getting dressed and ready for class
I walked out the stall as if nothing was wrong and that's how I acted the rest of the day as if I was super happy when I was actually broken but no one cared and neither did I .

When we were able to go home I got upset I didn't wanna see Greg I was terrified. Maddie walked up to me mad started talking about some of the senior girls what happened but I wasn't listening I was too busy trying my hardest to pretend I was fine and to not cry
We eventually left and in the car all I could think about was..suicide
I can't believe it but I was so tired and I wanted to commit suicide

HI I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE AND IM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT

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