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Bucky x Reader~Lost pt.2

(Y/n)'s POV

  I looked up at Bucky as I sat in front of him. And noticed how bad his bruises were, all over his body, and cuts all over his body. It hurt to see what someone has done to him, and on top of that, his mind is scattered, he only knows his name, nothing else.

  I raised my hand to put on his cheek, but he flinched away. It broke my heart, to see him so scared. A few tears fell from his eyes, but he let me put my hand to his cheek, I smiled softly as he leaned into my touch. I wiped the tears away, and moved the hair that fell into his face.

   "I'm sorry." He said quietly, "What for?" I asked, "For making you feel bad." He said back, holding my hand as I held it to his face. I smiled letting out a hum, "Sweetheart, I don't care about myself especially when someone is hurt, and you are hurt, I want you to feel better." I said, he opened his eyes a little.

  "Are you hungry?" I asked, he shook his head, I nodded, "How about we get you cleaned up, and then you can go to sleep." I said, rubbing my thumb on his cheek. He looked a little nervous, but nodded, I smiled and stood up. I let go of his face, and walked to my bathroom, starting the bath.

  I got it filled up with a comfortable warm, and went to go get Bucky. "It's ready to go." I said, taking off his boots, and put them to the side. He stayed quiet, while I helped him up, he let out a groan of pain. I walked him to the bathroom and said "Do you need help at all?" I looked up at him.

  I just realized how tall he was, he looked at the tub and shook his head. I smiled, and let go of his arm, "Just wear your underwear, don't worry about anything else." I said, about to close the door. He nodded giving a faint smile, I closed the door and decided to get lunch ready for myself tomorrow, also doing Bucky's since I won't be here.

  I heard the door open and Bucky came out in his Black tight underwear. I for sure was looking, I admire his body, it's literally perfect. I looked away before he caught me looking. "Tomorrow I'll be at work, so I made you lunch for Tomorrow." I said, wrapping the sandwich.

  He nodded, but he looked scared, scared that I won't be back. "I'll be back, Don't worry, I'm not on call tomorrow." I said reassuring him, "C-Can I sleep next to you?" He asked shyly. It caught me off guard, I put the sandwich in the fridge and smiled at him, "Of course you can, if it makes you feel better." I said, I could feel my heart flutter.

  I got ready for bed and Bucky was on the left side and I was on the right. "Good night Bucky, sleep good." I said turning off the lamp. He hummed in response and I felt him cuddle up to my back. He layed his head next to my head, his head above mine, I didn't realize but we were both very close...

  Middle of the night

  I woke up to someone over me, he grabbed my throat, and squeezed, I let out a gasp for air, as I tried to get out of his grasp. But then I realized it was Bucky, he was asleep, his eyes were closed, but he had tear trails down his cheeks.

  "B-Bucky." I gasped, grabbing onto his hand, trying to pry him off. "B-Bucky, Pl-ease." I choked, I hit his arm and that seemed to do the trick he woke up, and saw what he was doing. He hurried off of me, drawing the blankets back with him.

  "Oh my god." He cried, sitting at the end of my bed, letting me get air. I turned on the lamp and coughed, leaning over the side of the bed, "I-I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." He stuttered, once I got my breathing under control, I looked over at him.

  "It-'s okay." I said, sitting up more, I crawled over to him, and put my hand on his cheek to make him look up at me. He flinched, not wanting to hurt me, "I-I didn't mean to hurt you." He said, I nodded, "I know, it's okay, tell me what happened." I spoke softly.

   "I-It was Hydra, they captured me again, but they took you with, a-and they were hurting you, I thought I was choking the guy who hurt you." He sobbed out, "Hey, look at me, look, see, I'm okay, you are okay, you can rest now, no one knows your here, and they won't know, you are safe, and I am safe." I said, caressing his face, with both of my hands.

  He swallowed and was going to try and tell me everything was not okay, but I stopped him. Not wanting him to think about what he just saw, I motioned for the bed. I crawled back to my spot, and shut off the lamp, I waved him over and he layed his head on my chest, his body layed between my legs, and his arm wrapped around me.

  "Fall back asleep." I said, massaging his head, he fell asleep,, and then soon after I fell asleep....

  When (Y/n) wakes up

  When I woke up, I had Bucky still asleep on my chest, he hasn't moved, which means I at least comfort him. I'm glad, he's probably seen a lot of things, probably had to do a lot of things, and what was Hydra, what did they do to him.

  What did they do to his old self, and what was his old self like, one thing is, I am going to figure it out.....