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Bucky x Reader~Lost pt.3

Bucky's POV (2 days later)

   "Bucky come on." (Y/n) pleaded with me. "I just want you to see something." She said, holding my hands, "But why?" I asked sitting on the couch. "I just want to see if you can remember something." She said, putting a hand on my face. Whenever she touches my face, I can't tell her no.

   "Alright." I say after a few seconds go by. She smiled and grabbed me a coat, she gave me the coat, and then gave me gloves. I smiled a little nervously and put them on. She grabbed her keys and grabbed my hand, pulling me gently but with excitement.

  She pulled me out the door and we walked down the stairs. When we got outside, I kept my hand in place not wanting to let go, in fear that I would lose her. Truth is it's only been four days, but she's what keeps me going, she's keeping me sain right now. And she's such a sweet girl, I don't know why she wanted to help me.

  "Bucky?" She asked, I snapped out of my day dream. I looked down at her, "Hm?" I responded, "You do know, I wouldn't bring you out if I didn't think it was a good Idea, right?" She asked, squeezing my hand a little more. I nodded "I know, I'm just nervous." I said, she nodded.

  "As long as I'm here, I won't let anything bad happen." She said giving me a reassuring smile. My heart fluttered at the sight of her smile, she makes me feel better after every bad memory. We kept walking until she stopped us at a museum. "Welcome to Captain America's Smithsonian." She said, tugging me in.

  The museum is free so we were able to get by pretty fast. "There is a lot of information, about the people who had you, so maybe we can find something." She said, pulling me to the first exhibit. "Captain America, Steve Rogers started off his life as a small boy, fighting every kid that would harass anyone. He said he would rather fight than give up." The electronic voice said.

  It brought back a memory of me coming to get Steve from an Alley. When I got Steve we left to get cleaned up and then went to get ice cream, we brought some back for his mom, Sarah, she was working double, during the depression.

  (Y/n) was looking at me, "Did you remember something?" She asked, I lied and shook my head, she nodded and we kept going. After the Howling commandos, we made it to another exhibit. "James Buchanan 'Bucky' Barnes, Steve Rogers best friend, on the school yard and on the battlefield, both irisepable. Barnes was the only Howling Commando to give his life for the service of his country." (Y/n) looked up at me.

  "Bucky, thats you." She said, I didn't know how to respond, but I was confused as well. There was a video playing on the screen under my picture, it was Steve and me, laughing with each other. The Bucky that was in that video was so happy, and normal.

  "Bucky?" (Y/n) asked softly, she caught my attention, "Do you want to leave?" She asked, I shook my head. She nodded and brought me over the an exhibit of all of the Howling Commandos. "Bucky those are the clothes that you all wore." She said, it brought back another memory.

  Flashback

  "Hey Buck." I heard from Steve, "Hey Punk, what do you think about this?" I asked, giving him a description of what I wanted. Steve was going around taking our descriptions of what we wanted for our fight wear. "Not going to lie that suits you." He said with a smile.

  Peggy came in, "Captain, Sergeant, they are ready for you." She said and we both walked behind her...

  End of Flashback

  "Sweetheart?" (Y/n) said softly, I was holding her hand hard, and she was trying to snap me out. "I-I'm sorry." I stuttered, letting go of her hand. "It's alright, I know your getting memories back." She said, taking my hand again. I nodded, swallowing the lump in my throat.

   She brought me to all of the exhibits and then we left. I was confused, I know I knew Steve, but I thought that was just a coincidence. Once we got back, I took off my coat and hat, putting them on the coat rack she had. I walked slowly to the couch and sat down.

   I let out a pained sigh, and (Y/n) stood in front of me. "Bucky?" She asked, "I-I almost killed him." I said shakily, "Who?" She asked, bending down in front of me. "S-Steve." I said my eyes becoming watery. "Bucky, that wasn't you, that was someone Hydra had control of, that wasn't you." She said, I let a few tears fall.

  She stood up and wiped them away. "Stop, please, I don't like to see you cry." She said holding my face, that just made me cry harder. "It's okay." She said, moving to my lap, she sat with both of her legs on each side of me. I pulled her closer, and layed my head into her chest.

  She wrapped her arms around my shoulders and leaned against my head, playing with my hair, actually helped me calm down. But I just cried, I felt safe with her, when I finally calmed down, I looked up at her and she held my face, stroking my cheek with her thumb.

   "I-I'm sorry." I said, finally calm enough to talk. "What for?" She asked with a small smile, "For crying." I said, "Darling, don't be sorry for crying, your upset, and hurt, confused probably. I don't care that you cry, crying is good." She said, I smiled shyly and cuddled up to her again, bringing her down on the couch, cuddling with her, I fell asleep with her....