Dreaming Of The Moment

The Sleepover Which Led To Realization.

"Open up!" Roxas and I heard a knock at the door as we stood up quickly. It must've been Axel, Xion, and Saix at the door.

"I'm so excited!" Xion beamed with joy as she entered the dorm along with our other two friends.

"I can't believe I agreed to this." Saix sighed as Axel dragged him by the arm to sit next to him on the floor.

"What should we do first?" Roxas walked over to his desk and sat down on his swivel.

My eyes dashed around our dorm, looking for something to do first. I didn't really want Axel to pick because... His choices were sometimes bad.

"Kiss, marry, kill!" Axel announced before I could find anything. Xion simply laughed while the rest of us just stared at Axel.

"Eh... If you say so." Roxas already knew there was no point in arguing, as he spun himself around in his swivel.

"Me first!" Xion spoke up as she raised her hand quickly.

"Okay, Xion. Roxas, Riku, and Ventus!" Axel laughed at the choices he gave Xion.

"Why Ventus?" I didn't really think it made any sense at all to throw Ventus in there. He should've said Sora.

"Um... I'd kill Riku. Ventus is just too nice and cheerful for me to ever kill him, you know what I mean? Kiss Ven, marry Roxas." Xion answered, struggling a little to decide who to kill.

"Of course you'd marry Roxas!" Axel teased her with a smirk.

"And you'd kiss Ventus because he looks like Roxas, right?" I joked around.

"Riku's amazing too, and I'd never actually kill him." Xion added, a little worried with her final choice.

"Ignore them, Xion." Roxas sighed as he fidgeted with his hands.

"It's your turn, Demyx." Axel stood up from where he was sitting with a chuckle.

"Wh-What?!?" I almost fell backward from where I was sitting.

"Why don't we do you next since you suggested this game, Axel?" Saix stood up as well with a glare directed toward Axel.

"Wait, what?!? Uh... Heh, why not you next Saix?" Axel tried to turn the tables, but he was clearly unsuccessful. 

"Alright, Axel. Listen up. Aqua, Saix, and Roxas." Xion smirked. She had a secret evil side to her, but she only showed it at our sleepovers. It was pretty cool.

"Uh... Kill Aqua..." Axel looked away from everyone.

"Poor Aqua. That's so mean of you, Axel." Roxas chuckled.

"Kiss Roxas, marry Saix." Axel quickly finished his choices and sat back down.

"Hmm... Interesting." Xion began planning something with this new information.

"Xion, don't you dare-" Axel was kind of scared of Xion at the moment.

"Next." Saix crossed his arms across his chest, not showing any reaction to Axel's choices.

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It was a long night, as we played all kinds of games and had a lot of fun together. Soon enough, we put a movie on the TV. Axel, Xion, and Saix all quickly fell asleep.

"You still awake, Demyx?" Roxas turned in his bed to face me.

"Yeah." Roxas was reading me like a book. He could always tell what I was thinking about.

"Are you sure you don't have a crush on Zexion?" Roxas wasn't even asking me in a teasing way, he's pretty nice and understanding when it comes to things as serious as crushes. 

"... I don't know." I admitted to him.

"We'll talk about it some other time." Roxas smiled kindly as he turned to face away from me once more.

A few hours later, Roxas fell asleep. I couldn't really fall asleep at all, so I gave up trying.

I decided to get out of bed and take a walk for some fresh air. I stood up, grabbed my shoes and a pair of clothes, and went into my bathroom to change.

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The rain was pouring down hard as I walked on the sidewalk. I'm glad I looked out the window and grabbed my hoodie and umbrella, or I would've been completely soaked.

I kept on walking for a while, taking a bit of time to enjoy the comfortable silence of the night. There weren't any cars rushing down the street or any conversations about the craziest of things. It would've normally made me uncomfortable, but tonight it didn't.

I was all alone, it was just me and my thoughts. It couldn't get any better.

After walking for a good while, I was content with my time out and went back to the school. I was kind of surprised when I saw Marluxia and Vexen standing at the entrance.

"What are you doing out here at this time?" Vexen looked over at me as I approached the two of them.

"I could ask you the same thing!" I chuckled with a smile.

"We were discussing things." Marluxia crossed his arms against his chest with a frown.

"I was out on a walk." I resisted the urge to make a Captain Obvious joke to Marluxia's statement.

"You're normally asleep at this hour." Vexen looked curiously at me, analyzing how tired I looked.

"I couldn't sleep... I was thinking too much about someone." I decided not to lie to them.

"Oh... Do you mean a crush?" Marluxia stared coldly at Vexen, although his comment was directed at me.

"Uh... I'm not sure myself." I tried ignoring the unspoken tension in between the two of them.

"Why are you looking at me?" Vexen was just as confused about Marluxia as I was.

"Who were you thinking about?" Marluxia ignored Vexen's question. The situation was making me slightly uncomfortable. 

"Uh..." My voice trailed off as I tried to find a way to escape the situation.

"It's fine if you don't want to say." Vexen simply shrugged.

"Zexion." I answered, hoping Vexen wouldn't be mad that I was thinking of his friend.

"That's... An interesting pair to say the least." Marluxia took a moment to think of what I just said.

"Wh-What?!? Not a pair!" I felt my whole face burn up, realizing exactly why Marluxia said what he did.

I have a crush on Zexion. There's no denying it.