Take Me There

Chapter 38

Morning soon comes and I still haven't seen any sign of them. I haven't slept yet either. Beth wakes up. I hand her my water and my last bar. "Here, eat." I say.
She smiles and starts to eat. I see look in the mirror and see something in the distance. Like regular walking. Not a walker walk. I grab my gun and go to the middle of the street. I point it, waiting. A few minutes later, Daryl, Rick, Michonne and Carol come walking up. "You guys made it! I saw you go down Carol." I say.
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"I can't leave you guys." She tells me.
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Rick avoids me, with red eyes. "Where's Carl?" I ask. No answer. "W-where's Carl?!" I ask again, louder. Daryl looks at me, shaking his head. "W-what?" I say, tears in my eyes. "No. We saw his body." Daryl says, quietly. Tears stream down face. "No, no. He's not gone. He can't be." I say. Rick is crouched down, crying, his head in his hands. Daryl comes closer to me. I faint, he runs to me and catches me before I hit the ground.
*2 weeks later*
Rick sits in the passenger seat, Daryl drives, Carol and Beth sit in the trunk of the truck, Michonne and I sit in the back seats, with a sleeping Judith. I've been very quite towards everyone, except Rick and Michonne. They comfort me. I only told Michonne about how I'm really feeling. Rick knows how I feel but not everything. He's really sad about it too, he just has to be a leader so he try's to stay focused. I just can't. Michonne stays by me a lot because of what I have told her and what I have tried to do. She almost never leaves my sight. She left me alone a few times which was a bad idea. I've tried to commit suicide once. The other time she walked in on me when I was holding a knife up to my wrist. I'm glad she walked in on me though.
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"Where are we going?" I ask.
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Rick and Daryl spotted an overran prison. We have all the ammo, silencers, and weapons to do it, so we are going to try to get it. For a home." Michonne tells me.
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I nod. "You okay?" She asks me.
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"Yeah. I guess." I answer her. "Are you going to tell them about what I tried to do?" I whisper in her ear. I feel horrible for trying to commit while I'm pregnant, but I just don't know what I was thinking. I was messed up a week ago. I still am, depressed, sad. But not as messed up as I was.
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"I have to Taylor. You know I do." She tells me.
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I sigh. "Yeah, I know." I say.
She rubs my belly. "It'll be okay." She tells me. "We just need to survive." She tells me. I nod. "You've gotten bigger in the last 2 weeks. 7 months now?" She asks me.
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I nod again. "Yeah." I tell her.
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We continue to drive down the road.
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