You're The Reason

Friend With Benefits

We were walking around in the mall just buying everything in sight and talking.

"So why you don't wanna fuck with Killa?" Tasia asked Avery.

"What?" Avery said scrunching up her face.

"Hoe, you heard me! Why you be actin' like you don't like Killa? You know you feelin' him, so what's the problem?"

"Who said I was feelin' him to begin with?" Tasia and I just looked at each other shaking our heads. We walked in Michael Kors.

"Why yall shaking your heads?"

"Cause of you, witcho lying ass!" I said laughing

"What I'm lyin' about?"

"Liking my brother! I don't know why you won't just admit it. We ya girls so why you trynna front on us?" I asked while looking at a tote bag that I really wanted.

"What's so bad with liking my brother?"

"Nothing is wrong with liking Killa. It's just, I don't know!" She said sighing.

"See we knew you liked him!" Nay said.

I could tell by the look on her face something was wrong. I walked over to where they were sitting.

"What's up frfr?" I asked nudging her.

She sighed, "ok, it's not that I don't like Killa it's just everything that comes with liking Killa. I don't know if I can deal with that or if I want to deal with that."

"Like what? Being in the game?"

"That, and dealing with all the hoes, dealing with him being a hoe." She threw her hands up.

"Cause lets be honest, your brother is hoe." We all laughed at that, cause it's true.

"Yea but he's only a hoe if you allow him to be! See with Killa, he can be faithful, but if you just sit back and let him do what he wants then he's going to do it. I know that sounds bad but it is what it is. You have to let him know that you're not dealing with his bullshit!" We walked to the counter to pay for our stuff.

"Av, have you talked to him about this?" Nay asked.

"No! I don't even think he likes me like that so why talk to him about it?"

I wanted to slap the shit out of her. "My brother wouldn't be just giving you five bills if he didn't like you like that! And any time I bring your name up he be cheesing like a little bitch and be like 'aye that's my baby mama!'" I laughed, "so yes, my brother does like you like that. Talk to him Av."

"And say what though?!"

"You act like you ain't never talked to my brother before. And I know my brother so I know when yall be talking he always talking about getting with you, right?"

She started laughing, "always! That nigga stay trynna get wit me."

"Exactly! So the next time he be in your face, then you just let him know how you feel. My brother ain't like those other niggas, he'll listen to you when you tell him how you feel. Stop bein' a pussy and cuff that nigga!" I say laughing.

"Right! Let that nigga know what's up and who he belong to!" Nay said and we all died laughing.

We loaded up my truck and I pulled off. I was riding on the highway and then Avery turned up the music. We was in the car jamming!

Yo, I never fucked Wayne, I never fucked Drake

On my life, man, fuck's sake

If I did I menage with 'em and let 'em eat my ass like a cupcake