Help... (Daveed Diggs x Reader)

Helping daveed ....

"Y/N!!" He says while opening the door, he pulls me into a hug.. " I'm so sorry please forgive! I will never do it again! Please I miss you ....  please forg-" I cut him off " daveed you forgiven ! You've been forgiven! " he let go of the hug and looked into my eyes... I could see the pain in his eyes.... " Thank you !" He says " may I come in?" " oh yes of course !" I walk inside and it reeks of alcohol.. " sorry for the mess ..." he says and looks down ... " daveed it's okay but we need to talk ...." he leads me  to couch " what did you want talk about ? " " I think you know what I want to talk about ...." " I know know ...  my pants don't match my shirt but all of clothes were dir-" " haha daveed no not that problem the drinking problem ...." he went silent when I said that .... " I know I'm sorry I shouldn't be doing it but -" I cut him off again (dang let the man finish his sentences )  " I know daveed it's hard... but you have to stop it's not good for you ! Please stop for me..." I grab his hand and hold it ... he looks into my eyes.... " okay... for you ...."
A few hours pass and I clean his house and get rid of his alcohol...
"Call me if you need anything ... " I say " thank you so much !" I nod and walk back to car ... I feel things getting better ... while I'm driving back home I see a familiar face .... it was the guy who raped me... I start to freak out and I don't know what to do ... the guy sees me and smiles then winks .... I have a full blown panic attack ... I park and call pippa ....
Bold - pippa
Normal - Y/N
"He—lp"
"Y/N what where are you ? Are you okay? "
"N—-Oo "
"Okay send me your location "
Location sent ...
"H—rr-y " I start to scratch really bad has my chest Tightens ...
" hey Y/N stay with me here! Remeber we went to Olivie garden and then had fun in the beach ..?"
"Y—"
"I'm going to have to need you to say something.."
"Y—es"
"Good! How about we count breath ?"
"O—— *gasp* k "
"Okay hold your breath 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10, Exhale 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 ( she does this 5 more times)
" okay I'm here stay calm !"
Called ended
I hear knock on my door " don't worry it's me pippa just open the dork please ..."  I open it and she hugs me and calms me down ... I start to calm down .. "
how did it go with daveed?" " it went good"
I say " but I still love him... and I don't think he loves me ..." " oh sweetie don't think about that..."
Pippa drives me her house and we just talk about everything ...
Pippa gets a call from Lin ...
" okay I now we haven't done Hamilton in a while but people to come back ? Are you willing to come ?"
" omg yes Lin! Of course I've been wanting to do Hamilton again !"
" good I've got almost everybody  on board!"
" can't wait to get back to work !"
Call ended
" so i see Hamilton is getting back together!" " yes I'm so exicted to get back with cast !"
A few hours pass and we head to bed
The next day I go to check up on daveed .. he is doing good which is great !
Sorry for all the time skips but a few weeks pass nothing interesting happens but daveed is getting better !
I go to daveeds house and today is the 4th week he has been sober! Everybody is working on Hamilton they are still learning some bits because Lin added stuff so they have been running through the show and I just sit there for support! Soon Lin hires me to make props, set up stage and do other things! Which is good cause now I'm making an income ! I knock on daveeds door and he opens it and his house is all clean ! He told me I could look through the house to Make sure there was no alcohol .. so I'm going around the rooms not checking much because I believe daveed ! But then I get to the room I used to stay in ... it's exactly how I left it expect for the bed it looks like someone has been sleeping in it ... Daveed? I leave that room and give a thumbs up and his face lights up! I open my arms for a hug which he takes! My face is buried in his chest and I don't wanna every leave it .. it felt so good! But then his phone rings ... he picks it up and talks for a little and then tells me he has to go to the theatre they are doing one on one training for some songs ... me and him both leave expect I go to pippas house and just sit and watch some stuff and take a shower ! Because tonight I have to go to the theatre and set up some props and paint things ...

A/N sorry this chapter was short !