Help... (Daveed Diggs x Reader)

CHRISTMAS!

Y/N POV
It's 3 days before Christmas and I'm going crazy Christmas shopping for people! There is also a Hamilton show on Christmas Eve so we have been practicing that ! I rush home and wrap the gifts and put names on them so I don't get confused ,we are also doing Secret Santa and I got Oak! So I need to find a present for him ! I pretty sure he watches guardian of the galaxy so I want to get him something with groot! It's been pretty busy these last few days so I'm just taking up all that ... I'm getting a little caught up in all of it but I think I'm fine .. I may have cried almost everyday but I'm fine .... okay  yea no but I want to get all my friends gift and have a good show ! I've been working really hard on remembering lines because after my overdose I kinda forgot some .... so I've been doing that and learning new  choreography! It's pretty exciting though! This show I get to play Eliza! Pippa let me because she knows I've always wanted to! Which is really sweet of her so she is playing another role on the ensemble . It's so fun that everything is back to normal ! We laugh and make jokes ! But something just doesn't feel right ... it feels so fake ... maybe it's the medication or maybe it's just me ... but I never really truly feel happy because when everybody leaves I don't smile and I'm not happy... I'm also have Alcohol withdraws but Daveed refuses to let me drink anything with alcohol .. everybody in the house baby's me just to make sure I'm fine ... it's kinda annoying because I'm never alone they never leave me alone! And they keep on asking if I want to go to therapy and saying it's good for me ! What do they know... I try to get away from them by going to the park by my self but if I do I get calls and text and then they send people to find me .... I just wanna be alone and peaceful ... after all it's my apartment ! I told Leif she could stop paying bills since I'm making a lot of money but now with daveed, Leif and either oak or Anthony at my house all day the bills have raised ! I try to them that Anthony and oak don't have to stay over anymore and daveed can go his own house but they never listen ! One of theses days it's all gonna come out and it's not going to be good ... it's been bottled up for so long ...
Time skip to Christmas !
We all go to the theatre with all our gifts and there is a big tree on stage and there's Christmas music playing and hot coco and cookies ! It's really pretty and everybody is in onesies and talking and there is presents all under the tree ... it's nice but at the same time there's a lot of people .... to many do I sit in a corner with hot chocolate and some earbuds and watch a few Christmas movies while snuggled up ... nobody notices .... which kinda makes me sad like why didn't they notice I wasent in the circle with all of them .. I try to put it aside and start watching the grinch and when I look up I see them already opening presents ... without me .... I look at everybody smiling especially daveed and they look so happy with there gifts and then I see the tree and under it, it's empty there's no gifts ... I mean I guess it's fine cause they did just give me all those gifts when I came out the hospital so I guess it makes up for it .... right ? Daveed walks over and says " you thought we forgot about you didn't you?" I nod and sniffle a little ... he picks me up and brings me to his dressing room and there is a little Christmas tree and gifts under it .. I start to cry and hug daveed .. soon Leif comes in and I hug her too ... I start to open the gifts that everybody got and read there sweet notes .... then we go back out to the stage and everybody's talking and trying on there new gifts even Rafa is there I guess him and daveed are on better terms ! I join the circle but not for long .. it's a little bit too loud so I got back to daveeds dressing rooms and put on one of his shirts and start to watch Rudolph the red nose reindeer! I Continue to drink hot coco and eat cookies.... everybody is over there having fun but I'm over here by me self like a weirdo ... soon I don't hear anymore talking .. it seems like though they all left and forgot about me ... they wouldn't  do that right? I watch another movie and still nothing ... Did they forget about me? I walk out to the stage and no ones there ... I walk around the dressing rooms ... nobody ... I check the parking lot ... nothing ... no text messages or call either ... I go back to daveed dressing room and go to sleep on the couch ... the next morning I wake up still nothing ... today is a an off for everybody so no one will be coming to the theatre .... I wonder if i should text them or see how long this will last ... I go with the last one ... I post mate some chick fli a and eat it while watching some TV show .., it's maybe 11 AM by now ... nobody has said nothing yet ... I go the whole day without no text or calls ... I wonder what's going on then I get a call from daveed ...
Bold - Daveed
Normal - Y/N
Italics - Renee
"Where the fuck are you?!"
I'm shocked at his tone of voice ....
" w-hat?"
"I said where the fuck are you!"
I start to cry because he promised he would never yell at me ...
" t-th—eatr —e"
He can tell i started to crying ... I hear other people on the back yelling at him ... then a different voice comes on phone , it's Renee
" sweetie! Where have you been! We've been worried sick! I know it's not your fault and your okay nobody is mad at you ... "
I don't respond ... she continues to talk to me and then I see a car pull up it's daveed ... and he is not happy... I'm still on the phone with Renee and I'm pretty sure there is more people there too...
" Y/N ! Where the fuck have you been!"
He says whole grabbing my arm and pulling me towards his car ..
" davee let go of me!"
"What did you say?" His tone of voice changed ...
" I said let go."
"W-hat?"
" Renee please come pick me up ....  oh and daveed ... I expect all your things to be gone by tomorrow ..."
"Y-N"
" no daveed ... you've said enough ..."
he puts his head down and goes into his car and drives off ...
"Damn" someone in the phone says I laugh ... I'm pretty sure that was Anthony ..
" hey it's Anthony and we all heard what daveed said and we definitely take your side ! I don't know what got into him but that's not right ... Renee should be there soon ."
" thank you Anthony... who else is there ?"
" Um well ... a few people like ( he Continues to name the whole cast ...).
Renee gets here so I hang up ...
" I'm sorry he did that to you baby..."
I don't even feel nothing ... I hug her but I don't even cry ... I'm not mad ... I'm not sad .... I feel empty .... we get into her car and we drive back to my house where daveed had already packed up ..... the cast wasent here anymore not even oak or Anthony .. just Leif ... Renee leaves and Leif try's to comfort me but I tell her it's fine ... everybody can tell something is wrong even when we play the show ... it's not the same .. of course the Audience can't tell but the whole cast can ... I still see daveed everyday but I don't play any roles with him so that's good ... I never laugh or smile or cry ... only when playing a part in Hamilton... everybody try's to make me feel better but nothing works ... I'm just empty ....

This is where the parts separate! So remeber you have to vote !

1 Y/N ends up with Leif !
2 Y/N ends up with Daveed !
3 Y/N ends up with both of them ! ( polyamorous relationship! )