Help... (Daveed Diggs x Reader)

2....forgiveness ... can you imagne

" leave !" I say
" w-what?" Leif says ...
" I SAID LEAVE LEIF!"
Leif started to cry and walked out .. after she left I started to cry and daveed looked up ...
"I'm so   sorry Y/N ..." he says holding my face and wiping away my tears ... " it's okay ... I'm sorry ...  I should have believed you" I say in tears .. " no it's okay ... sunshine ... you've gone through a lot ... " he kissed me on the forehead ... he starts to sing you are my sunshine ... I start to play with his hair ... he knew it always calms me down " hey sunshine .. it's gonna be okay .... Lilian is back in jail.... I'll take care of you!"  This time I kiss him ... " when will I be able to leave?" I ask .. " when ever you wanna leave ! Your already signed out." The nurses unhook me and i get changed back into clothes ... and daveed drives me home.. " here get some sleep .." he carry's me to to  bed and lays down with me .. " I love you ..." I tell him while dozing off... I really do love him ... I want to spend the rest of my life with him " I love you too sunshine .." he says ... we both fall asleep and the next day I wake up in a happy mood ... " why are you so happy sunshine ... " he says hugging me from behind and kissing my cheek.. " my month is over!" I say turning my head and kissing him ... I set down the food and we both eat ! After eating we get dressed because we were gonna go meet up with some friends and have a pinic ! It was all so nice ... everything was so nice ... I love daveed .. and he loves me ... I want to spend my whole life with him!  Once we get home we start to make out ... and we'll you know the rest ...

Daveeds POV
I plan on purposing soon ... but I need some help .. I don't even know how I want to purpose ... but I want to make sure that's it's a moment to remember ! I want to make it perfect ... just like Y/N ... so I test the boys to get some help ..

Hamilton boys !
Daveed : guys I plan on purposing soon but I don't know how?
Anthony : WHAT! No way!!
Oak : I swear to god if you hurt her your done for !
Lin : I'm with oak
Daveed : Lin I'm not scared of you ! 😂 anyways I need to pick out a ring ... will anybody come with me?
Oak : I'm in
Anthony : me too
Lin : of course
Leslie : me too!

We all go and pick out a ring .... I hope she says yes ... I also buy here a few gifts ... all the boys help pay for the ring ... I tell all the girls and they start picking out a dress for Y/N to wear and start planning the wedding ...I tell them don't get to exicted because we don't even know if Y/N will say yes ... but I don't want to do it too soon ... I may wait a week just for her to be more stable .. and adjust to being back home ... I just want it to be perfect just like her ..... I start to stress .. what if she doesn't say yes ...what if she breaks up with me ... what do the too much for her ... is it too soon?

Y/N POV
Daveed has been stressing out a lot... I hope he's okay ... I don't want him to be stressed so I try to relax him .. " hey daveed .." I start to rub his shoulders... he leans back and kissed my cheek ... " you need to relax ..." I give him a glass of champagne and sit down next to him ... I turn on his favorite show and we both relax ...he ends up falling asleep on my shoulder... I fall alseep too ... it's so perfect .. everything is perfect ! The next morning
Daveed ask me if I would like to go on a date .. of course i say yes ... I get dressed in a fancy outfit and he also gets dressed in a tux ... we head to my favorite restaurant... it was so fancy ... and lovely ... after we go to the park and star gaze ... then he gets up ... on one knee ... I know whats about to happen .... " Sunshine ... I love you so much ... and I hope you feel the same .. I want to spend the rest of my life with you ... Y/N will you marry me ?" He says " YES !! Of course !" He picks me up and kisses me! Well I mean it was more than just kissing ... but it was at the house ... the next morning I woke up feeling a little bit sick .. but I put it off just as the cold ... but when we went to a party to celebrate our engagement I felt really sick ... I ran to the bathroom and threw up .... pippa followed me ... pippa drove me home and gave me some medicine... it's just the flu right ? I've been sick for weeks now ... and now that I think about it I don't think it was the flu ... on my medication it said I couldn't get pregnant... I go to the corner store and buy a couple of pregnancy test ... I head back home where daveed is sleeping and take them ... they all came out positive.. am I even ready for a child ? Will I even be a good parent ?? How do I tell daveed ! I text all the girls ..

Hamilton girls
Y/N : I have some news ..
Pippa : did you and daveed break up !
Y/N : no .... something else
Renee : then what is it ! Tell us !
Jazzy : spill!
Y/N : so I might be pregnant...
Pippa : WHaT
Jazzy : NO WAY
Renee : have you told daveed ?
Y/N : no ... I'm scared he won't want the baby
Pippa : oh sweetly yes he will ..
Jazzy : and if he doesn't I'm killing him !
Y/N : can one of y'all come over when I tell him just in case ...
Renee : of course Ill come , do you want me to come  now ..
Y/N : yes I just want to get it over with ..

Soon I hear Renee come in and daveed is already up ... " daveed i have something to tell you ..." I say
" what is it sunshine ?" He says looking into my eyes .. he stops everything he is doing ... " so I might be ..." I take a big breath .. " pregnant..." I say ... renee is behind me holding my hand .. " really?!" He says with excitement in his eyes .. I nod " I'm going to be a father ! " he says picking me up and kisses me .. " we're gonna have a family !"  He says ... it's all so perfect ... 

A/n okay these chapters are starting to be really trash ! I'm so sorry ! After I finish writing everything I'm gonna go over the whole story and edit it! So stay tune for some edits !