Leifs POV
The Broadway production Hamilton has been set off for a few till Y/N and Daveed get better ... they both haven't woke up .... Y/N isn't in a coma but she still hasent woken up... she has been it on oxygen multiple times and almost flat lined .... Maybe it's been 3 weeks since she overdosed? I don't want to give up but things don't look to great for Y/N or daveed .... the cast visits them everyday too .... everybody misses them ... Lilian got sent to jail and Anthony and jazzy got engaged! Pippa and oak started to date ... I told both Y/N and Daveed this ... but I don't even think they can hear me .... the doctors started to loose hope on them both .... they share a room now though ... so when they wake up they can see each other ...
A few days pass
I wake up at 4 AM to a call from the doctors ! Daveed is awake ! I rush over to the hospital and I see daveed has awaken ! "Hey!" I say while walking over ... he looks like he is in a daze or is confused ... " what day is it ?" He asks "Its December 10!" ( daveed got in a coma mid of October and Y/N overdosed in November!) "it's almost Christmas !" His eyes light up like a little kids eyes would ! " wait where's Y/N ! Shouldn't see be here? Is she mad at me ?.." daveed asks " Well ..." I say while opening the curtain barrier separating them ... "Y/N!" He shouts... " what happened Leif?" "Well after a while of you being in a coma she started to give up ... she lost connection with the ham cast and even me .... one day she got really drunk and I told her to stop but she grabbed more alcohol and went to her bathroom and took all her meds .... I found her laying in the bathtub fully clothed listening to clipping ... now she's here ... she's not in a coma though ..." " wait then who was talking to me everyday?" Daveed asks " it was me....I thought Y/N would want me to ..." I say while looking down ... " I feel bad I should have been there for her ... it's all my fault.." daveed says while looking at her ... " hey stop it ! Nobody could have helped ... she didn't want help...." the nurse comes in and say that he is free to go ! We start to pack up all his belongings... and he says goodbye to Y/N... " wait this isn't my house?" He says confused while I turn in the apartment complex. " the whole cast agreed that it's better to stay with me and Y/N and also oak or Anthony will be staying over every night to make sure we're safe .." I can tell he is a little upset.. I show him his room and he sees all the gifts .. " all of these are for me?" He asks... " yea the cast, me and Y/N got you some-" I get cut off " can you stop mentioning Y/N ... I miss her a lot ..." I nod and walk out his room so can get comfortable.. oak is sitting on the couch watching TV.. "Any news on Y/N?" " yea but it's not good ... they don't think she's gonna wake up .. they told me I have a choice either to pull the plug and she will die or keep her living ..." I say " well what are you going to do?" Oak asks " I don't know ... the bills are getting really hard to pay ... and even if she did live ... would she even want to stay alive ?" Me and oak stay quiet cause we both know this won't be her last attempt... " hey it's gonna be okay.. no matter what you choose." He pulls me into a hug and I start to cry .. " hey .. shhh it's okay ..." I wipe my tears and get up and make some food for daveed.. I call his name and he comes out and we all eat .. we don't say much ...
More days pass
It's December 15 and everybody is Christmas shopping ... Y/N is still in the hospital but they said she can breath on her own now which is great! Me and daveed go over every day and talk to her usually one of us stay over night with her ... daveeds seems happy ... well as happy you can be when you know you soulmate is in the hospital... we do everything he wants to do since he has been gone for a long time ... they start up Hamilton again ! They just use the understudy for Y/N ... the show is great ... but the whole cast admits it's not the same with our Y/N ... she would always make jokes on stage or dance werid ... everybody hopes that by Christmas she's awake ... they get her gifts and we decorate the whole apartment for Christmas .. Then one day on December 20th we get a call that Y/N had flat lined for 20 minutes ( if you don't know what that means it means she died for 20 minutes) but they brought her back to life which made her wake up ! The whole cast rushes to the hospital but me and daveed go first into her hospital room.. " Hey buttercup .." daveed says ... " Daveed ! Leif!" She yells while getting excited! " wow calm down we don't want you to get hurt! " I say " I'm so sorry ! I should have never done that I don't kno-" me and daveed cut her off .. " it's okay ..." we both say but we never mention to her that she won't do it again cause me and daveed know their is a chance she will ...we al talk and catch up and she seems really happy! The rest of cast comes in and she stay a little more quiet but still says hi ... I cough and then the cast remembers she doesn't like crowds so they slowly back out and come in one by one to talk to her ... The doctor tells me and daveed all her medication and that she should to the therapy for her PTSD of abuse and rape and her depression+ anxiety .. we say we will ask her cause it's not up to us ...
Back to Y/N POV
I left the hospital with a bag of medicine... not to happy about that but I try to get my spirits up because hey at least I'm alive ... we get back to my apartment and I walk into my room to see my room filled with gifts .. " the cast , me , and daveed and even fans! Got you gifts so when you wake up .." Leif says. I start to tear up and hug Leif and daveed .. I put them to the side for now so I can open them later .. I see my closet has been filled with new things and more gifts ... I start to open them and read the letters.. everybody is so sweet and they really cared about me .. I feel kinda bad for being selfish and only thinking about my self when I overdosed ... I try to keep that thought away and turn on a Christmas movie and the fireplace in my room .. I go make hot coco and get my favorite snack and cuddle up and watch the movie .... I wish someone was her to cuddle me .. Leif or daveed ... I fall asleep and the next day I wake up to the smell of pancakes ! I Run to the kitchen and see Leif and Daveed making pancakes ! Give them both a kiss on the check ! I have to choose one of them soon... I can't keep leading both of them on ...Hey I think there might be 3 different endings! I will be making all of them but you guys get to vote of which one I right first !
1 Y/N ends up with Leif !
2 Y/N ends up with Daveed !
3 Y/N ends up with both of them ! ( polyamorous relationship! )
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FanfictionY/N is the sister of Anthony Ramos. Your just A girl in newyork city trying to survive the musical theater and having an abuse family+boyfriend.... Untill one day your whole life changes ...... Read find out more !