Betrothed✔️

Chapter 12

Kiara POV

"Kiara, come on. You can't always avoid learning how to drive a car. "  Brian said he was trying to drag me while I resisted with my whole energy.

"No. I can always use a public transport or ask you for a ride . " I said trying to convince him.

"You can always do that , but in case of emergency you may need to drive and then if you don't know how to drive you will regret it . "  He put his thoughts.

I give in and just let him drag me without resisting . Because a part of me agrees with his point.

So, he gave me a brief of what is what in the car. And with that he told me to start the car. I tried but I couldn't. I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing . I don't know how I looked on the outside , but on the inside I was panicking. I could vividly see the dream I had in the morning . The blood oozing out . The flashes. The cries of the girl in the dream and the pain of loss.

Tears gush out my eyes as the images keep flashing. My body starts shivering as I start sweating. My head was throbbing heavily. My heart beats so fast that any second it could just stop and I might die . I felt hard breathing. Am I gonna die ?!. The voices in my head kept shouting that this was the end. I cover my ears so that I could shut out those voices.

A pair of arms wrap around me as I fight the voices in my head. The comforting voice of Brian was more louder than those scary voices that were telling me I might die. A sense of security took over me as his hands rub circles on my back. I bury myself further in his hands and try to calm myself.

"Everything's okay, Kiara. " He uttered.

"Now , count 1 to 5 as you slowly take deep breaths . " He instructed.

I just followed what he said. After few minutes, I calmed down. I look into his eyes which gave me an assuring look that everything was gonna be alright. He takes my face into his hands and kisses my forehead .

"I'm sorry , I shouldn't have forced you to learn it. But do you have panic attacks or is it your first time having it ? " he asked .

"No. It's actually my fault I didn't tell you that I have panic attacks whenever I sit in the drivers seat ." I say.

"I guess, I will just have to go with my original plan of getting you driver. Though I thought against it at first. " Wait what , he was gonna get me drive?!!

"Against it ? But why ? And you wanted to get me a driver?" I question as I begin to feel normal and almost forget that o just had a panic attack.

" At first , I wanted to spoil you by greeting you a chauffeur , but then decided against coz what if you assume that I'm throwing my money at you . Or just think that I don't care . "  He paused and rubbed his nape as he looked away and further continued.

"And the idea of teaching you to drive gave me a chance to spend more time with you so I thought of just going ahead with teaching you. But , now , I guess I just have to get you a chauffeur. "  His ears turned red as he spilled.his real intentions of why he wanted to teach me .

Aww. He was shuttering and looked so embarrassed as he confessed his real intentions.  And his ears looked so red out of embarrassment. So cute. I just grin I'm response coz I honestly could stop myself from grinning. Like having your man turn red just cause you get to know that he wanted to spend time with you is to adorable.

Wait! Did I just call me my man ?!!! You guys did not just hear that.

"Let's go and just watch some of that Korean  series of yours as usual but I ain't watching any sappy stuff like the one you made me watch last time . "
He suggested , still not looking me in eyes.

I just nod and let him hold my hands. We were in the living room , choosing what series we were gonna watch , more like I was deciding. The last time I let him decide we ended up watching some serious stuff , not my type .  So it's was decided that I choose what to watch and he decided what we eat.

But the fact that he puts up with my choice is actually something that makes me happy. People judge my choices most of the time , even my family doesn't approve of it , but he just accepted it . And he actually gets too much into them . Last week , we were watching 'Autumn in my head ' , and you should see him. He was almost close to losing his mind and at the same time about to tear up . But when I asked him how it was, he acted as of he didn't watch it at all and was bored. But he ended up nagging alot when we were having dinner.

Finally, after a long internal debate within myself , I decided to just watch 'kill me , heal me '. I mean , hyun bin is still superior guys. And you can judge me for loving a 38 year old man , but I wouldn't even care. Hyun bin for life.

Brian entered the living room with food in both his hands . A treat with more treats . Just one word to describe it . Heaven .

We just ended up watching the series as I continued to fangirl over hyun bin. And with Brian just getting involved too much into it . I took the chance to move closer to him. I laid my head on his shoulders. For second his body froze , but it didn't take him much time before he became comfortable. He slid little down so that I could be have more support. It felt comfortable.

Authors note

So I finally updated .

What do you think about the chapter ?? I tried . But it isn't so good . Still ok satisfied.

So, Brian wants to spend time with Kiara . Ooo ~~.Btw , don't mind me.

Finally something is happening .