Starting to Realize

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There's certain points in life where I wish I could just bottle it up and open it when I'm older. See, a lot of stuff happened where I almost quit this game of life, but theres Cherish-able moments. There's cherish-able moments

FNL  are the best, unfortunately I didn't get to make it. I was stuck with entertaining the JV and Freshman games, and boy did I make the best out of a crappy situation. I love the cheer squad, I love being with my class. Being in a suit you would think people make fun of you but you have to make things look cool. Putting on the mask makes you a whole new person and you have an objective to be one with the crowd. Sometimes you're front and center, and sometimes your one on one taking pictures waving at kids doing all gestures possibles cause you can't talk as a BIG ASS YELLOWJACKET . That suit made me look thick ass hell. Badunkkadunk I could go on forever about being a Mascot but that would be a whole book.

The jewel, when you are so poor you crave luxury. In the stands my heart jumps up and down as I catch a glimpse of the nerdy gal I sink in the floor for. To come to damn JV game when you play Marching Band the next night? So brave. Course I can't talk but I'm definitely gonna fiend for a smile from her. Mime it up. Undressing is the worst part. Coming out of the character. Don't get me wrong im not a Furry but the game is fun nonetheless.

"Are you cold?" I aired out

Headnod

"Come closer"

This is probably the best feeling sitting in the high bleachers barley watching a game while the wind blows and then hearing everyone scream. All while We are holding each other

"I don't ever get to see you"
Thought this would be different

"Yea I wish we had lunch together or something" she purred

"I'm glad you could make it out here tonight for me, I'll also be her Friday not only to support you but everyone"

It's not as loud as Varsity game, them hoes go Buckwild and it's popping like throwing 7 pieces-of bacon on the pan at once

"Well it's probably the only time we can have this"

Such a busy woman, I love her. She said it first. That was her fault. On text. I love it anyways. I wanted to hear her say it. She had said it while I was in Florida and she was scuba diving in Cali. Talk about best Disney world trip ever. While just in the rooms for night before we went to universal. I'll never forgot. All this time away. Never got to see her that summer again

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