How am I back in class again, starring at the wall. Thinking about what else I could be doing. Thinking about my girl that's not even mine. AP English was fun but I never learn, I never read, and I never do homework. How am I passing. I can't believe Lauren is starting with someone new. It hurts, it's inevitable.
Margret the redheaded class mate is looking kinda cute right now.
After the bell rang I caught up with Margaret and tried to walk her to class. I flirted a little bit and got her number but really what was I doing. We texted for about a week but I realized I was just running away. She was beautiful yes but not my type. Probably didn't even like me back. Eh, all I need in life is my Goldilocks
Now I'm sitting in Geography, I'm in the front corner, and Sarah is in the back corner. Polar opposite now. Who could know what happens in the future. The bell rung and I was off to lunch
Finding a table is always hard, who are really your friends. I sat with these group of girls I had class with and had a low key crush on the twin. All was going good till a sister put hands on me and I started siting with the football players. Tristen Nixon had my back from the beginning. He's the one I shadowed when I moved to Utley in 8th grade, good friends ever since. He wasn't gonna let me be by myself
I just wanted to bang my head on the table. All is good though
Mia, Mia Mia Mia. Such a cutie I didn't really get to be with her till 2nd semester. I'll always remember her face and the guy she made me into.
We meet through mutual friends from what I remember. The straight black hair parted down the middle, wind breaker, and legging combo. On my hood I wanna marry this Rockwall hottie
Another week fling, we had good potential. Girlfriend material. I don't know why I didn't make the next step. I remember her streaming my video games on twitch and she'd be the only one watching. If you are wondering where she at now, she's dating my best friend I had junior year and she streams everyday now HA I just think that's funny. When I hugged her she loved it so much
"I love your hugs, they are so tight"
It's cuz I think I love you, we'd make cute babies. I'd always walk her to class. Find a way to be out. Think she's the first girl to let me feel her booty that wasn't forcing me to do it. I wish I've kissed more people
Nothing good lasts long. People start talking, surroundings suddenly change. For the better.
After football season theres not really much else people are hyped about. I was mascot on Wednesday and Flag runner on Fridays. Mascot was my solo act but when I was with my Jacket Guard, that's what we were called, it was all teamwork. A collective of odd theater kids who took a liking in school spirit.
Me-The Acrobatic trickster freshman
Eddie-fucking jarhead freshman
Lily-so small she shouldn't even be running with a big ass flag that's 30x her size (also ex) sophomore
Judith- too be honest there shouldn't be girls, it just makes it harder
Camele-the funniest fucking person in the world omg I miss her and she was thick junior
Collin-obviously gay and once tried to lean in when he took me home once. Honored yes but I like my WOMEN blonde with nerdy glasses. Junior
Logan- brains to the team, also a twin and also my archenemy's older brother
Ethan- Yo when he said he was GAY the whole team lost their shit, we lost a good soldier man. He looked like a pussy gobbler. The other twin. Junior
Graeson- Last boy on the Lynski list and number 1 on my most hated people list
Back in 8th grade when I moved into utley I made some good gal friends, Serena,McKinlee, and Lauren, in science class. Beautiful girls. Mack was my best friend since she was also my current girlfriend at the time's, Alyssa, best friend. Anyways, Graeson was apparently one of the boys that always stuck around hahaha. He treated her badly and I would so jump his ass if I wasn't at a white school.
Now in high school with this trying to do teamwork. Best year ever!
Being a mascot was pretty much getting boring cuz only people would go to FNL, but that's when Jacket Guard came in. Being able to get on the bus and go to a big game where the whole school is wilding out should've been a dream but he I was. The feeling of being able to touch the fake grass shined on by millions of lights is unforgettable. Our mission is to keep the crowd excited, just like the cheerleaders. Our team wasn't that well. They had me doing backflips for the crowd and I felt like a circus. Running across the field has to be the best part, celebrating the win of your team. Feeling the wind smack your face and the pole pull you back as the crowd screams. I'm a winner. Granted the most major thing I could do was a backflip. As a group we came up a few ideas like the helicopter and leapfrog. It was the same every game but we are always gonna need custodians.
It was just the backstage pass, not only see the game but be a part of it. Worth it? Always. Relationships go a long way. Being a mascot and straight........ it's like a kid at the candy shop but I kept my word and my glizzy in my pants for my sisters. Although god almighty the cheerleaders would've been A1. Forced to hold my tongue I just went for Lily instead. I'm all about personality
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Run Away
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