Caira Eshan, is a 26 years old woman whose soul is dark, broken and empty. Having no hope from this temporary world and going through the endless suffering from the human had made her believe that humanity is no more in this place. She walks around...
If you have come to the end thank you so much for reading my work. I hope you enjoyed it as much as possible.
With the ending, I would like to speak about a few points.
This book came into my mind when I heard about children rape and one specific case that I won't mention out of respect that leads me to enter into this complex idea. The more I thought about it and the more truth attached to the case came out the more the need to write about it came to me.
The scenes and the storyline is close to reality at all points beside the romance (I still hope a love like theirs exist in reality) but most parts I have kept them original.
The experiences and words were all around me that went into it. I know the ending might not be the one you all expected but to be honest that ending made more and more sense to me as I progressed.
This ending was decided from the very first chapter and the moment I had the idea. I had long discussions over the ending with my friend. Even though she prefer happy endings like myself we both understand as we talk that this story was far from fantasy to begin with.
Why?.
Because if you look at the pattern Yara suffered more wounds than an ordinary individual. Her whole life was nothing but deep inflicted pain by people.
Does it make sense that she still lives between those people for more years?.
People never truly change and if anything the more she tried to live, the more the world kicked her down. She had suffered enough in her 29 years of life to live for any more years. It's not just the pain that she suffered but the truth that the society or someone related to Noyan would have killed her no matter what.
Once her truth was out (which was after she died) this society would have pushed her further down. I know for a fact that society enjoys someone horror and pain. There was no way they would have allowed her to live peacefully. Channel would come after her for TRP, NGO'S will come for their recognition, police will come to shut it down and so on.
She wouldn't have survived all those things. With her, Aalam would have suffered a similar situation.
If not all these then once the case was open to the public the other culprits who were in hiding would have come at her because she stirred something bad and deep. We cannot know the depth of "dark web" as much as I have heard it's worse and it only gets worst by the day.
She deserves this ending.
However, I wanted you all to see what if a different ending would look like and I wanted to experience what making her happy and laughing would do.
Honestly, to have her laughing made me weep because I wrote her suffering and to write her laughing and happy was the hardest thing ever.
Same goes for Aalam, he deserved the world. His world was her and he went with her to a world no one will give them more pain.
The book has many points and things which I wonder if you all can pick out.
The reason for writing this note is for all of you to know that it took me a very long time (from other books) to continue this book. I know I used to think to take it down at some points because of many reasons but I hate doing that. I hate to not finish a book I started and so I kept myself going.
This book was a challenge which is completed today and I am happy with it.
Thank you so much for all your love and support.
-Faiqa
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