"I just want to be okay..."

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Self harm
Eating disorder?
Suicide attempt
Gore

Sapnap angst/Sapnap×Punz
Angst
Plot: Sapnap has been previously diagnosed with anorexia. But he has been getting better that was until people started to body shame him which probably made his progress worthless. Doesn't anyone know what basic human decency is anymore?

3rd person

Sapnap was sitting on his bed as he was looking through Twitter. He liked all the fan art everyone drew of him and the other Dream Team members. Sap smiled as he saved a few but it soon fell as he found a post about his body. It hurt him.

He sighed before getting off. Sap hugged himself as a voice nagged at him. He knew that he shouldn't of have listen to it but he sadly did. After he did everything seemed like a blur as the next thing he woke up on his bathroom floor. He looked down to see a tiny blood pool next to him.

His left wrist hurt. He still felt light headed as he slowly adjusted to his surroundings. His cats where mowing as to show that they were worried. Well Cash was whimpering. He went wide eyed. He slowly got up. He slowly got up. He still felt weak from being passed out for who knows how long. He knew that he made people worry.

It took a few minutes to clean his cuts before he cleaned up the blood pool. And after he did so he feed his animals. After he did he checked his phone. There were a few hundred messages from his friends. He sighed before answering, telling them that he was alright and that he was busy. But his crush, Punz, didn't believe him.

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Punz was on Twitter looking at fan art or whatever. He then stumbled across the same post as Sap. He quickly read over it. He felt pissed. Why would someone ever write this?! He reported the post before he went and text Sap. He couldn't help but worry as he got an answer a hour or two later. He was lucky as Sap only lived a few minutes from him.

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Sap was laying back down on his as his wrist was banged up and wearing a oversized hoodie. He was cuddling with his animals when his doorbell rang. He slowly got up, as to not reopen the cuts. His animals followed the door to find Punz was standing there.

Punz turned his head as Sap's door opened. He looked over to the shorter male. He became sad as he saw the state he was in, even though it was probably wasn't that long. He was already terribly looking. He can't stand the sight of the other boy and hug him. Sap smiled softly, even though he was in pain he could still smile. He hugged the taller back.

After a few seconds of staying in the hug. They pulled away. Sap's face was red. Sap looked at Punz before asking, "why are you here Punz?" Punz looked at him before answering, "I just wanted to see if you're ok." Sap couldn't help but smile. Sap nodded, "do you want to come in?" Punz nodded as Sap moved to side to let him in. After Punz walked in as Sap closed the door behind him.

Sap walked over to his couch as his animals and Punz. He sat down as Storm jumped on his lap and Punz sat down next to him. He smiled as he petted Storm's fur. "Are you sure you are okay?" Punz looked at the smaller as Sap looked at him. "Ya I'm sure."

Even though Punz and him hadn't been friends for a long time he could just tell when someone was not alright. Punz nodded before he glanced down at Sap's wrist without said person noticing.

Both Sap and Punz knew this was going to be a long night of asking questions but hey they were happy that they we're in the others presents.

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