bad alive {dong sicheng}

24

jaemin, being the good boyfriend he was, was busy in the kitchen, cooking up a billion different recipes for his girlfriend, who was currently on her period.

ayeri had woken up today and screamed out everything she wanted to eat and jaemin had rushed to the grocery store to buy all the ingredients before she could yell at him some more.

he hummed as he took watch over the stove, not noticing the older boy that had entered the kitchen.

"what you doing there?"

jaemin looked up and instantly rolled his eyes, "what do you want."

"why so rude?"

jaemin held up the spatula threateningly, "you forcefully kissed my girlfriend winwin. it's time you should accept the fact that she chose and loves me. not you."

winwin took a sharp breath, "i'm here to say sorry. after the kiss, i realized something. so in a way i needed that kiss."

"well what did you realize?" jaemin was restraining himself from wacking winwin with the spatula in his hand.

"that i don't love her anymore, i don't think i have for a while actually. i was just so used to liking her," winwin took a deep sigh.

"so you're just a fucking idiot?"

"yeah sure."

jaemin sighed and put the spatula down, "what are you going to do now?"

"about what?"

"keni," jaemin smacked his head at how clueless winwin was.

winwin laughed soullessly, "i already fucked that up too many times to count."

jaemin watched his friend, "go find her. explain."

as winwin reluctantly left and did as jaemin suggested, jaemin sighed. if anyone deserved to be loved, it was winwin. it was unfortunate that the boy had pushed away the only girl who loved him so genuinely.

winwin walked sluggishly to his room, momentarily forgetting that keni had packed her few possessions and moved into lucas's room.

he sighed and stared at the side of the bed that belonged to her and dragged himself around the house to where lucas's door was slightly ajar and the two friends were taking a nap.

lucas had gotten keni a bed inside his room, but she was a clingy person and often slept in lucas's bed with him anyways.

they had decided to push the two beds together and they currently lay next to each other, fast asleep.

the tv was blaring and winwin took the remote to turn it off for them. he leaned against the wall and took in the sight of lucas's arms wrapped protectively around to girl as she was curled up on his chest.

usually winwin would feel jealous, but instead of that jarring anger, he felt real pain inside of his heart.

he shook his head at himself and thought, this is what keni must feel with ayeri and me.

he desperately wanted to wake the girl up and explain everything. he knew that if he apologized, keni would forgive him and act like nothing had happened. 

but for once, winwin didn't want to be selfish with love. 

as he watched lucas stir in his sleep and pull keni closer, he sighed, this is for the best.

he took one last look at the peaceful girl before closing the door behind him.