Misha Hamilton moves back to her home town with her secret a fear that she kept from everyone except for her friend who knows that secret and fear...at her home town her fears gets exposed slowly eating her. Letting out each and every of her secret...
"Ehem what are you two doing" the nurse said. "Uhm nothing nurse".Andrew said.
"You supposed to be resting ms Hamilton,as for you please kindly leave visiting hours are finished".
"Bye Misha I'll see you soon". I didn't even respond to him half of the things I fear the most have to do with Andrew Mcmillian I thought I found love in him but little did I know that was the beginning of my nightmare.'ms Hamilton I'm going to give you a sedative". The nurse said .
Andrews POV On a phone call "Hey dude that girl Misha is a drama queen she almost killed herself I told you dudes not to initiate her". "Drew bruh you love her of course I had to initiate her that's just her fear making her lose who she is she'll come around". I hope you right Tino alright let me bounce". I still can't believe she doesn't know I'm the one that led her to her initiation and I'd like to keep it that way. I can make that girl do what I like the incident wasn't even a mistake it was supposed to happen but she's just being a pussy I don't know for how long I can keep this up.
Back at home "Mom how is she".cathy asks with a concerned tone. "She's awake but we have to wait till she's better,I need to go lie down". Agatha says in a disappointed tone.
Hey drew Cathy on text. Hey cathy what's up ?. Dude do you have a clue why Misha would wanna kill herself especially when she's an A student? Nah I don't anyways I gotta go I'll text you later Cathy.
Misha's subconscious Youare worthless you couldn't even to anything right. All you had to do was cut deeper I told you no one loves you,you toxic all you do is ruin people's lives and here you are saying all of this was an accident no it wasn't you worthless,useless no wonder mom left its because of you no one else but you even Kisha left because of you. No one wants to be near a stupid little girl like you.
The only thing you know is how to destroy every little good thing going on In your life . Pathetic,worthless,useless that should be a daily reminder of what you truly are.
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"Ahhhh please make it stop".Misha started screaming with her hands on her head. Okay!
"Misha are you okay please tell me what going on". Cathy said. " I'll tell you I'll tell you everything". Misha says while crying.
"I was initiated it's called a bloodbath ceremony Cathy two weeks after the initiation I wanted to hurt Kyle so bad I went into their dome and I stabbed him he didn't die but he's blood was all I needed and I got it"...Misha said
"Wait Misha what are you saying to me right now I can't believe you would do something like that what got into you". Cathy replied
"I'm not done". I went into the laboratory and I took a chemical I didn't know what it was I just had the edge to take it and mix it I don't know with what... I took the mixture out of the laboratory and I saw Kyle standing underneath the bleachers so i went there and i checked if the coast was clear and it was I poured the mixture on his leg and little did I know the mixture I created was some type of acid I didn't even know it existed till I created it...it burnt his leg the acid ate his flesh and it made me happy to see that i mean for me he deserved it but in other people's eyes I was wrong, i came home Cathy i tried to hide but Andrew knew where I'll be and decided to show up when he did I wanted him to fuck my brains out so I can forget the incident that happened but he didn't".
"You psycho". Cathy said. "Oh please Catherine I've been called worse I'm not a bad person I just punished him that's all I did he deserved it". "Are you hearing yourself! You poured acid on an innocent boy's leg what is wrong with you?". She said with her hands on her hips.
"Dearest cousin you have a lot to learn,boys these days make bets about who can fuck the most girls and you think I'm a bad person honey he deserved it and I'm still going to do more damage it's just the beginning". Misha said sarcastically. " wow I'm speechless and for the record the devil wasn't this bad who's decendent are you?".
"Big words coming from you says the girl whose life is still run by her mom". Cathy slaps Misha right across the face.
"I'm numb baby cousin there's nothing you can do about I love this life I'm living yes it feels like hell but trust me I would rather be here".
Cathy exists Misha's room in a disgusted and disappointed face.
Misha's POV (subconscious)
Truth be told I'm desperate I need to be free from this life I didn't want to hurt kyle I didn't enjoy it,it was terrible. My pain is not from hurting Kyle it's the fact that I feel more alive when I hurt people I'm not crazy maybe I am I just don't know yet it hurts daily I just wish someone could rescue me from myself I'm slowly dying because I'm suffocating myself I watched him scream and his eyes directly looking at me I was happy to see the pain I have inflicted upon him I was in cloud 9 I was happy but my happiness was short lived please help me I'm dying and I'm dying slowly it was never about fitting in it was about me feeling like I belong . My heart ached for Kyle but something in me couldn't stop being overjoyed. Catherine doesn't understand I just want to feel human again I'm not a monster! With tears in her eyes. I'm not a monster I just wanna be set free why didn't they let me die at least hell would be better than this place called home I was always a bad person I didn't ask to be born this way My terrible fate led me to my doom and in someway I'm happy. She closes her eyes and stops thinking about everything.
"Everyone is at a battle with themselves that no one knows about I can't tell Misha I'm the one behind her trauma I pushed her to do all of those things and I made sure she was initiated innocent blood is the best medicine to cure me she'll never know it's me and the person causing her pain is right under her nose poor thing". Unknown
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