Fears!

chapter 3

While eating at the dinner table uncle Marselo starts looking at Cathy like she's crazy

Cathy why are you bothering your cousin. I'm not I promise I just wanted her to know that I'm here for her no matter what. I hope so Cathy.phone rings who keeps on calling you Misha,have some respect we eating as a family and you busy on your cellphone what is wrong with you!!

Now now Marselo leave this child alone you know children of these days and their social media. That is no excuse Agatha this child needs to learn her way around people especially family. Go to your room children. Alright aunty

What's cooking Misha ?okay Cathy I'll tell you. I feel helpless in these times do I want to cry ?of course there's so much i want to do but i can't ,sometimes i wonder if i was born for the right reasons I know what I did is beyond wrong but what could've I done?
What you talking about Misha ?could you stop talking in riddles please and tell what's going on,nothing Cathy I already said too much.

Oh come on Misha you always tell me no matter how bad it gets. Yes I know but I can't tell you not now.okay I guess you dont trust me anymore. Its not that I don't trust you I just don't think you'll handle it,I handled a lot of things you told me what makes this special that when I hear it I'll collapse.

Is this about your mom? No of course not I'm actually happy
That mom divorced my father.wait what!! On a serious note Cathy my dad is happy and my mom is happy too. I don't have the words to Express my pain Cathy it's not about my parents I just cannot explain why I did that I feel like such a disappointment and I cannot even talk about it. Well you can tell me . Cathy you don't understand it's still processing in my head every time I sing or dance I see the images as clear as water. What are you talking about girl I got you.

Its better if you don't know about it cause right now I feel sick to my stomach I can't even phone rings. Please stop calling me Andrew...what's that about? It's my ex boyfriend Andrew he is trying to apologize but I'm just not interested in him no more. Okay I'm not even gonna ask what happened,you where still talking Misha. I know Cathy but I'm just not in the right space of mind right now to explain it to you.

I wish I had a do over cause i would i swear i would. I can still smell burning coffee and creamed cookies it hurts.what hurts? Talk to me. Cathy drop it I just want to go to bed right and sleep I hope I won't have any trouble falling asleep. Okay Misha I get it good night girl I'll talk to you in the morning it's better that way...I just hope I wont be a disappointment to my parents they may not realize the pain I'm in when they say I have to be honest sometimes things are better left unsaid . What are you talking about? Goodnight Cathy.