Love and War 2 Love your crazy

Chapter one

Gabbys POV

"Okay , pink or yellow ?" I huffed holding up the balloon packets . Jaron took a step back and looked at both the packets before looking up at me. "Yellow ." He smiled . I let my arms down and hung my head . "Are you crazy , pink is the color ." I shook my head.

"If you knew you wanted it to be pink why did you ask ." Jaron laughed while pushing the cart . "Because you play a big part in my life and I want your opinions ." I declared satisfied with my response . "Mhmm. So where are you having this big party ?"

"I was thinking we do something private. I don't want much of the public and media involved. Just close friends and family ." I smiled . "That's nice . When you say private what do you have in mind ?" "I was thinking we do it in the backyard . You know since we just got this new home I thought it would be great to break it in by having a party ."

"Whatever you want princess ." Jaron kissed my forehead as we proceed to the check out. I placed balloons and paper plates on their first . Than tons of bags of candy for the gift bags. I was so excited to plan Emmys first birthday party . My little baby is growing up so fast . This year has definitely been a very emotional for me and my daughter . I'm just kind of happy that she's really young and won't really remember any of this .

"Alright ma'am your total is -" The cashier started to say but than stopped when she actually looked at me . I held my breath hoping she wouldn't say anything or mention Justin . She must of seen my pleading expression and just closed her mouth . I let out the breath I was holding slowly . "Your total is $150.00 ." She whispered . I took out my credit card and swiped it . "Thank you have a great day ." She said while handing me my receipt . "No thank you ."

Jaron put the bags in our cart and we proceeded to the exit . "Thank god she didn't say anything ." I mumbled . "Yeah well she's not the one you should worry about ." Jaron lightly laughed . I looked through the glass doors of the exit and seen young girls yelling and snapping away with their phones . "Does it ever stop ." I groaned taking Jarons hand . I cuddled closer to his side as we walked out .

"OMG GABBY I LOVE YOU !!"
"WHERES EMERY ?!!"
"WHERES JUSTIN ?!!!"
"ARE YOU PREGNANT BY JARON ?!!"
"YOU SHOP AT PARTY CITY TOO ?!"

I didn't respond to anything . You'd think I'd be use to this by now but honestly I'm not at all . I smiled at them and fastly walked to my car . I sat inside while Jaron filled the trunk with the bags. Once he was inside he buckled up and started the car . "You should be use to this by now ." Jaron said lightly . "I know but I'm not . It's just annoying at times ." I huffed .

"At least it got better than how it use to be. Remember that one time when we were in Starbucks and you had fans and paparazzi outside banging on the glass windows ." He laughed . "How could I forget ? I was so embarrassed ." I laughed at the memory until when Justin popped up in the memory and I frowned . I guess Jaron sensed my mood cause he reached over and held my hand . The rest of the way was a comfortable silence.

When we got home I put all the party stuff away in the kitchen . I loved my new home . It wasn't a big mansion at all , more like your average single family home . My parents disagreed on the home and suggested something bigger but right now in my life I didn't need the fabulous life . I missed my normal life . Besides it was only Jaron, the baby and I . So having a regular single family home was perfect .

But I didn't live in a normal neighborhood because since I was married to Justin Bieber and I have his child it wasn't the safest for me or the baby . I had a single family home built in a gated community . I had a least body guards that watched the home for any funny business , which was Justin's idea but I didn't mind .

Jaron did a lot around the home for me . He did more than I do to be honest . I was really happy to have him in my life . There were so many nights where I just couldn't sleep and cried and he was there to hold me and listen to me pour my heart . It's a blessing he's here . I love that he takes care of Emery . He treats her like his own daughter and she loves him to pieces . But no matter what I make sure she knows who her daddy is .

The arrangement between us was kind of odd . Justin's days were on Wednesdays just during the day and than on the weekends but brings her back on Sunday evenings . The crazy thing is whenever we would bring Emery back and forth we would never trade off personally . I haven't seen him since that nightmare divorce meeting . Usually when it's time to trade off I'd give her to Justin's body guard that's been in his life for years or I'd give her to Pattie .

I know that's really childish but I just don't want to see him at all . It's bad enough I see him on the news or on a tabloid but I avoid him as much as possible . He thinks it's silly and pointless but I just rather have it this was way . Who knows what I'd do if I seen him .

"Baby I'm running out to get some stuff for the pool in the back . If we're having the party this weekend I gotta get the pool ready and the lawn ." Jaron said walking into the kitchen grabbing his keys . "Oh alright baby . Hurry home so we can have lunch ." I kissed him . He went to pull away but I held him by the back of his neck making him stay into the kiss . "Baby stop before you start something you can't finish ." He groaned against my lips .

"Yeah your right ." I laughed letting him go . "That's what I thought." He laughed before pecking my lips. I smiled and waved . After he left I sighed wondering what to do next . I could keep working on the details to this party . I thought to myself . I started to walk into our office room when my door bell rung . Who could that be ? I wasn't expecting anyone . I started walking to the door when the bell rung again . I unlocked the door and opened it . "Well hello Gabby ." His smooth voice said with a smirk glued to his face . I felt all the blood leave my face ..