Ms. Kim

Chapter 18

It was prom. I was so nervous; Jennie wasn't helping with all her touching. I wasn't mad at her but it made me very nervous, what if she doesn't like the dress. Right now, I was in my underwear and I was pinned under her. She insisted that she's only kissing me but knowing Jennie, she's hoping for more, and knowing me, I'll give her whatever she wants so she'll be happy. There's no point in life if Jennie is not happy. Her hand went into my underwear, I knew she was lying. She looked at me for permission and I nodded.

Her fingers felt so good as they penetrated me, her lips were the only thing that stopped me from moaning too loud. She continued to finger me until I released, I love her so much. "Now time for my meal" she was about to go down on me but I pulled her back up, I could tell she was hit by a wave of emotions "I'm so sorry b-but it's just that Prom is tonight and you only promised to kiss me-not that I don't like it when you use your fingers because I do, a lot and your tongue, my god I love your tongue so much but...I'm coming over right after prom so we'll have plenty of time and with the whole weekend so...I'm sorry" I was definitely rambling.

She kissed me "It's alright, we talked about this. It's ok to say no to me without thinking I'm going to leave you, I love you...but any promises I make about sex are bullshit" I giggled and kissed her again. I heard a knock on the door and we both pulled back. She rolled off of me and I covered myself in my blanket. She had on a sports bra so she should be fine "Come in" Irene walked in with Jungkook and Mino. Irene looked at me and wiggled her eyebrows. I watched as Jennie put on her shirt.

"It's that time, I should head out" she leaned in and kissed me. One of those kisses that I never want to pull away from, like all her kisses. She pulled back but I grabbed her shirt. I saw her smirk but I had to remember the situation. I let her go and she got up. She fixed her shirt before leaving, before she left, I saw her whisper something to Irene. The door closed and I pointed to the window "Distraction!". Once they looked at the window, I grabbed my clothes and darted into the bathroom.

I took a shower and put on some violet lace underwear, she's definitely going to like this, I know she's going to keep these like she did our first time. I wrapped a towel around myself and walked out to see Jungkook reading the labels to my hair products, Mino fixing my dress, and Irene pulling out some makeup. They looked at me but Irene quickly looked away. Did Jennie say something to her?

I took my dress and walked back into the bathroom. The dress was white with a gold lace design. It was my mother's when she went to her prom. The dress doesn't look old, it looks very elegant and the design makes it even more beautiful. Luckily, I had enough body to fit it, my mom was very bodacious. Actually, her and Jennie kind of have the same body type, not that I stare but I got most of my mother's clothes and she fits them perfectly.

I walked out and they all smiled "You look gorgeous" Mino said while wiping his eyes. I giggled as I sat down. "I don't know if I'm good at doing hair but I'm a feminine gay guy, how hard could it be." That made me nervous and they all giggled. Hopefully it will look nice.

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He finished it and it looked beautiful. It was a fishtail braid with a gold and white lace going through it "I do my sisters hair all the time, I said it to scare you" I plucked him. Irene walked in with her dress on and the guys left to put on their tuxedos and so she could start on my makeup. "I'm not doing anything too heavy; I still want you to look natural." I nodded; I had no idea what she was doing but she started with my eyes "Irene...what did Jennie say to you...why didn't you look at me?" she giggled

"It's obvious that Miss Kim gets a little protective when she sees me, knowing I like both genders. But...Jennie has a trust for you that I don't even have for myself. She's not upset with my presence or anything but there's a time and a place for all your questions. Right now, isn't that time...a wing is really hard" I was trying not to laugh.

After a while the boys walked in and I was able to see myself, I thought I looked decent but I need her to think so. Dara took an endless number of pictures. Once we arrived to the school a weird amount of people was looking at me. Jungkook told me it was because I was beautiful, I only want her to say it but I couldn't see her anywhere.

As I was looking around, I bumped into someone, Nayeon, the school photographer. "Oh, my lord, Lisa you look stunning, do you mind if I get a shot?" she held her camera and I nodded. "Do you know where Miss Kim is?" she nodded and guided me through the crowd. Luckily, she was leaning on the wall, near the bleachers. No one was near her, she was wearing a beautiful red dress, her hair was curly and very beautiful. She was wearing heels just like I was but hers were probably a 6-inch stiletto. I looked her up and down, completely forgetting that she can see me and so can Nayeon.

I looked at her and she was looking at me, smirking softly. My face turned bright red as I looked at Nayeon. She was giggling, I slowly walked over to her "Sorry for staring, you just look really hot-I mean nice...nice" I looked away from her. My face was burning, I could hear Nayeon giggling. "Thank you, Lisa, you look beautiful" I looked at her and smiled, she was looking at the students but I knew it was only to hide her feelings. "Can I get a picture of you two, there's more space." Jennie looked at her and shook her head.

"I'm not really photogenic" Nayeon giggled. "Miss Kim, I know you hate kids, life, and smiling or being happy isn't one of your facial expressions but if you could please just smile for the camera...that would be great." Miss Kim looked shocked. Nayeon has always been brutally honest. I giggled, she scooted in a little bit, not too much to touch me. We both smiled and as Nayeon looked at the picture she sighed "I need a more genuine smile because you look like you're in pain" I knew exactly what to do

I turned to her "Remember at the lake house when Mino superglued Bobby's door shut and he was crying when Dara got the door open" She giggled and so did I. She smiled and so did I, it felt like it was only us two. She folded her arms "You were definitely checking me out" I rubbed the back of my neck and she grinned "I'm sorry Jennie, you're just so...so beautiful" her cheeks turned a faint pink. I kissed her cheek and she smiled. Reality kicked in and I looked at Nayeon who looked shocked but thankfully no one else noticed. I grabbed Nayeon's arm and walked out so we were in the hall.

I didn't exactly know what to say. "Umm, I can explain what you saw but...it's really not what you think-" She cut into my sentence with her giggling. "I do have a good picture, before you showed up, she wasn't happy, she never smiled and all she did was look sad. I've never seen her grin, or smirk seductively. I've never seen her let someone call her hot and get away with it. When her shell broke and when you kissed her cheek, I saw pure, undeniable love in both of your eyes. Your secret is safe with me but I still have the picture of you two laughing, can I still put it on the website" I nodded and she smiled while leaving.

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I still dont have idea for thirst and cravings 😩