Where the Secrets Lie

Am I Ready?

Derric drove us to what looked like a cabin on the lake. He slowly pulled up next to the house and got out. He walked over to my side and opened the door for me. "Wow. This is absolutely gorgeous, Derric." "Thanks. It's my parents cabin. We used to come up here and fish, swim, have a family vacation. Been three years since we were up here." "Why so long?" Derric's deameanor changed as soon as I asked the question. He turns and puts his arm on my shoulders. We walk down the long driveway to the stairs that lead us to the dock. "I had a brother. I was nineteen, Analise was eighteen and Justin......He was seventeen. He died three years ago in a car crash with a friend of mine. The summer before the car crash, the whole family was up here enjoying themselves. Just became too much of a painful memory." I rubb his back and he kisses my froehead. We make it to the dock and Derric leaves to stand at the edge. He turns and looks at me. Before I could say anything, Derric falls backward into the water. I get to the edge of the dock and I was a bit nervous. The sun started slowly disappearing and gray clouds moved in. I see Derric just wading in the water and decided to jump in myself. Derric swam to me and wraps his arms around me. "I really do love you, Serenity." My heart fluttered at the words and instead of saying it back, I kissed him more passionate then before.

After I kissed him, I soent the next few minutes thinking about whether he should be the one or not. The one to take my virginty. This love felt so real and it deserved everything. We both did and I wanted him to be it. The rain fell hard over us and we ran to the cabin. When we reached the door and got inside, I felt heated and warm. I was seriously, ready. I watched Derek go to the hallway and reach a room. I walked in behind him and he handed me a towel. "Looks like we're gonna have to stay here for a while." I didn't even nod back and he must have noticed that I wasn't answering cause he looked at me. When Derric's eyes met mine, I knew I had to have him. I dropped the towel and grabbed his face towards mine. I kissed him, not the vanilla way either. I full on french kissed him and he did it back. We must have sent each other signals cause when he removed a shirt, I removed my shirt and bra. When he removed his pants and underwear, I did. The shoes and socks were at the door to begin with. But, we finally made it to the bed. Where it was about to happen. I stop and raise up. "Derric, are we?" Derric smiled and flipped me over. I heard the drawer open and close then plastic tearing. Derric had it under control and reassured me he looked at me.

"Are you sure you're ready for this?" I nodded and let him easy into me. It hurt, but once we began moving around it stopped hurting. Derric heard me moan and smirked at me, but he was in for a surprise. The adrenaline rushed through me and I then flipped him over. Derric was shocked, but then shock slowly faded drom his face as rode him. We had touched each other, felt each other's weaknesses and made each other feel great. Derric then flipped me back over and we finished. Derric panted and fell on the bed next to me. "Holy shit." I laugh and cover my face. Derric looked at me and laughed. I got up and went to the bathroom. I got done using the toilet and wiped myself. I noticed blood on it. I offically lost my virginity and it was to Derric. I walk out to the bedroom and put on my soaked clothes. "So how does it feel losing  your virginity?" I look at him and kiss his forehead. "Felt like riding a bike to me." Derric laughed and got dressed too. The rain had stopped and we decided to head back to his parents to pick up our stuff. On the way to his parents' house, we held hands and he raised our hands up to kiss mine. "So, did that change any feelings you had for me?" I smirk at him and laugh. "Nope. You're mine. Wanna know why?" "Why?" I lean against him and get close to his ear as possible. He hated being tortured, but he enjoyed it too. "Cause I'd given you forever." Derric turned and looked at me once he stopped at a stoplight. "God, I love you, Serenity." He leaned over and kissed me.