Daddy's Little Girl. {A One Direction FanFiction.}

19. Heartache.

Summer's P.o.V

The elevator doors open and I walk out. I search for apartment 101. Harry's apartment. Why am I doing this? What is going on with me?

Am I able to look Harry in his eyes without having the urge to cover his face in kisses.

Am I ready to confront the boy who gave me heartache with the truth?

Can I tell him what I really feel?

Or should I hide it?

While I am thinking deeply I bump into someone. A boy with brown messy hair and blue eyes. Nathan Sykes? What the hell is he doing here? "O my goodness! Sorry beautiful!" He says and helps me up. "My name is not beautiful, Nathan." I say. "Aren't you that girl that's dating Harry Styles? Summer Verity right?" He asks. "We are not dating anymore." I say. "Call me sometimes." Nathan says and hands me a paper. I roll my eyes and walk towards Harry's apartment. I knock and it takes a minute for Harry to open.

Harry smiles when he sees me. This is not the Harry I fell in love with. Harry has bags under his eyes, his green orbs aren't as bright and shiny as usual, they are dull and lifeless, his mob of curls is messed up and his skin is pale. "Harry, are you okay?" I ask and hug him thightly. "I think so." he mumbles and he rests his head on my shoulder. "I don't know Summer." He says. He seems so confused and tired. "You're not okay! Harry, you're way to skinny!" I say. "I haven't eat since the whole Taylor thing. Guess I am not hungry." He mumbles. I feel tears welling up in my eyes. Harry looks like a emotionless zombie. I carres his cheek and I bring my mouth to his ear. "You should eat something Harry." I whisper. I kiss his cheek softly. A shot of adrenaline rushes through my whole body. "I am not hungry." He says. "Please Harry." I say and grab his hand. "I am okay." He says and squeezes my hand softly. "No you aren't." I state. I walk in shut the door. "Summer, I am perfectly fine. Just don't worry!" Harry snarls. He burst out in tears. I pull him towards me and hug him. "I know that that was a lie. You know you can't lie to me." I say and hold him tighter. "I am sorry. I'll be okay." Harry says and releases his self from my embrace. "Don't lie to me." I say. Harry nuzzles his face in the crook of my neck. I pet his messy curls. "We'll get through this together. I promise." I whisper is his ear and kiss his hair.

"Don't leave me alone Summer." Harry murmurs. "I won't Harry." I say and cup his face. "Summer, kiss me." Harry says and leans in. "No Harry, I can't." I say and step back. "Summer, I want to feel your lips on mine." Harry says. "Harry, I don't want to kiss you! If you are going to act like this then I won't help you!" I say. "Summer, why are you rejecting me? Is there someone else?" Harry asks. The tears start stream down his face again. "I think it's better to leave, leave the world. No one loves me anyways." Harry says and walks toward his bedroom. "No! Harry!" I say and follow him. Harry has a jar of pills in his hands. "Don't do it!" I say and I feel tears rolling down my cheek. "Why not? I am useless Summer." Harry yells. "You are not! You are not useless." I scream.

"You are the only thing in the world I live for. And you reject me. You hate me." Harry says. "I don't hate you! I don't hate you Harry." I say rush over to him. "I don't hate you at all!" I say and snatch the jar out of his hand. "Don't do this to yourself. Don't do this to me!" Harry says. He still cries. "I won't let you go Harry." I say and grab his hand. "Why not?" He asks. "Because, I love you Harry. I love you Harry." I say before I crash my lips onto his. Harry pulls me closer to him. I leave his lips. "I am sorry. I wasn't thinking. I should've.." "It was my fault Harry." I say and carress his cheek. "I am useless Summer, I am a waste of space." Harry says and grabs jar of pills. "Do you want to kill yourself? Do you really want this Harry?" I ask. "Why are you asking me this? As if you really care about me." Harry says. "I care about you. I really care about you. If you kill yourself I will too." I say. "Don't dare to kill yourself!" Harry says. "I can't live without you." I say and hug Harry. The jar falls out of his hands and he hugs me back. "I love you Summer, stay with me tonight." Harry begs. "I will Harry, I will." I say and I rest my forehead on his. "I've ruined everything and you still are so sweet and nice to me. You are amazing Summer." Harry whispers before he plants his lips firmly on mine.

His hand goes through my hair. "You are torturing yourself Harry, you should eat." I whisper. "I don't care about food anymore Summer. I want you back." Harry says. "You never lost me Harry. I never left you." I whisper. "I'll never lose you Summer. I'll do everything to keep you happy." Harry says and smiles. "Can I ask you something?" I ask. "Whatever you want!" Harry says. "Why where you with Taylor?" I ask. "Cause I wanted to write you a song. Like I promised. But I, with the talent of a brick, can't write a song. So I wanted to ask Ed, but he was busy. So I thought Taylor could help me. We are friends. Nothing more than that." Harry says. I wipe away the tears that roll down his cheek. "I believe you Harry." I say. "I am sorry." He says. "Don't be, it was sweet!" I say and kiss him one last time. "I don't know how much I can say it, but I love you Summer." Harry says. "I don't want to fight with you anymore. It's just you and me against the world Harry." I say and I kiss him passionately.

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Rosa