20. Thoughts.

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Summer's P.o.V

I sit on Harry's bed. Harry sleeps, his head is on my lap and I stroke his curls.

I don't want to see him like this anymore.

He doesn't deserve this.

I did this to him.

I'll help him through this, like I promised.

I kiss the top of his head softly. "I am here for you Harry no matter what." I whisper and smile. A tear escapes my eye. It is 3 A.M, and I am not tired. I want to keep an eye on Hazz. He snores softly. I twirl one of his curls around my finger. "I love you. And I never want to lose you." I whisper. My broken iPhone screen lights up. It's Mom.

"Summer, where are you?" She asks worried.

"At Harry's. He's asleep." I say while I swallow away my tears.

"Is he okay?" she asks.

"Not really. His face is pale, he is way too skinny and he wanted to kill himself cause he thought I hated him." I say.

"O god, what did you do?" My mother asks panicking.

"I told him the truth, I told him I loved him." I say.

"And?"

"He didn't believe me at first. He tried to kiss me, but I rejected. That's why he thought I hated him. He walked to his bedroom and he had a jar of pills. He said he was useless. But he isn't useless at all." I say.

"Are you back together? And what about Taylor?" She asks.

"We are going to sort things out mom. And Taylor, she tried to help him with writing a song." I say.

"Everyone knew it, but no one had the courage to tell you about the song." My mother says.

"It's okay. I am with Harry now." I say.

"You're meant to be Summer." she says.

"I know, you know mum.."

"Tell me."

"I love him. I really do. He is the first person who made me feel like this. And I can't deny it, I am in love with him." I say smiling.

"If you are happy Summer, we are too." My mother says.

"Goodnight mum, I love you." I say.

"Sweet dreams Summer, I love you too darling." My mother says and ends the call.

When I want to lay my phone on Harry's nightstand I notice a paper. I carefully grab it and I see that something is written on it. I turn on the small light on his night stand.

Don't try to make me stay

Or ask if I'm okay

I don't have the answers

Don't make me stay the night

Or ask if I'm alright

I don't have the answer.

Heartache doesn't last forever

I'll say I'm fine

Midnight ain't no time for laughing

When you say goodbye.

It makes your lips so kissable

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