Bunny Bully | Liskook ff | *Discontinued

Chapter 15

✨BUNNY BULLY✨
Chapter 15:

Remember when I said just because Lisa was acting without thinking, it doesn't mean she would regret what she was about to do?

Well, I'm going to take that back. Lisa completely regretted her actions the second Jungkook panicked and hurried out of the dorm. After all of her doubt, Jungkook's actions that night made her feel confident in herself again.

She got too confident too quick which led her to making an impulsive decision that would now cost her. Everything only happened the night before, yet Lisa felt so embarrassed as if it only happened a few seconds ago.

"Idiot! Idiot!" She lightly hit herself on the head while walking into the library. It was lunch time and Lisa was not going to risk running into Jungkook so she decided to hang out in the library as it was usually dead during this time.

She had already been successful in avoiding him the entire day and the last thing she would do is fail now.

Lisa was successful in finding an empty table hidden from the rest of the library and quietly took a seat to avoid any chance of someone finding her.

After a quick glance around to make sure she was alone, Lisa pulled out a notebook and began drawing dots around the page.

To waste time she was drawing the positions for the girls' next evaluation happening in a couple weeks. To anyone else, this would feel like work but to Lisa it felt like a mental escape.

Yes the grading and evaluation itself was very stressful and made her feel anxious but the preparation process was something she really enjoyed.

After around ten minutes, she was halfway done and proud of herself. In those ten minutes, she was able to forget about all the drama going on in her life.

The unnecessary drama that her company forbids. Well, now she knows why companies forbid dating. It brought problems to the trainees lives and even though Lisa hates to admit it, she was getting distracted from the whole reason she came to Korea.

She came to peruse her dream of being an idol! She wanted to be someone who could inspire others and help others but instead she was wasting valuable training time on a stupid boy.

Lisa suddenly stopped drawing when a thought popped into her head.

Lalisa Manoban

If I get sent home, I will never see Jungkook again. I furrowed my eyebrows at this thought. If I waste my time on Jungkook, I could maybe get somewhere with him but then I risk getting sent home.

If I get sent home, Jungkook will forget me and everything I worked for would go to trash. That's not even the bad part. I will never see my eonnies and I would regret not training harder for the rest of my life. On the other hand, if I focused more on training, I could debut and do what I have always dreamed of doing.

Obviously the second choice was the better option but for some reason I had doubts. Why the hell am I having doubts? I act as if I didn't come here to do exactly as explained in option two.

I want to make my family proud, I want to make myself proud and achieve what I have always wanted but my stupid feelings are getting in the way of everything.

Why must I overthink everything? I don't want to love Jungkook anymore. It's too exhausting. Is this even love? Obsession? I don't think I'm obsessed, am I?