Students Are Off Limits, Mr. Iero (Frerard TeacherxStudent)

Chapter 13: Unsure~

(The Next Day~)

After what happened last night, I was sad...Mainly because I didn't wanna go home. I just wanted to stay here with Frank, and cuddle naked, in his bed. And we pretty much just did that after we had sex. We just laid there and talked about things...It was perfect. The only times we go clean up, and make coffee.....I love coffee. Coffee is my spirit animal.

It was early in the morning, but the sun was stinging bright through the blinds. I groaned and turned away from the bright light, burying my face into Franks neck. He happily hummed and pulled me closer, pressing his lips to my temple. I smiled against his neck and nuzzled my face deeper into his neck, kissing the exposed skin. It was cute like something from a mushy chick flick, and I loved it.

"Morning gorgeous." He whispered in a groggy husky voice that I thought was sexy.

I groaned and said "It's too early for morning...Turn off the sun, I don't wanna get up."

I pulled the sheets higher on us, and he chuckled. "Babe, we gotta get up, sometime."

I shook my head and pouted like an angry child and said "No. No getting up. Sleep, cuddles, bed, that sounds perfect, don't you think." He giggled and shook his head.

"You're so adorable...But like all humans, we gotta get up and live our day."

"Then I'm not human...I'm an alien."

"You're a sexy alien."

I smiled and said "And you're a sexy.........English teacher." He smiled and kissed my forehead. I pecked him on the tip of his nose and he smiled a cheeky grin. I poked him in the cheek with my finger and said "You have a beautiful smile."

"Oh really?"

I nodded and said "It's cute and adorable, just like you....It makes me happy." His smile couldn't get any bigger, and it made my heart do backflips. He brushed some red hair that fell over my eye and caressed my cheek with his hand. I involuntarily leaned into his hand

kissed his palm.

He put his other hand on my other cheek, and gently cupped my face in his hands. We stared into each other's eyes, before he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. It was a sweet loving kiss, and I kissed him back the same way. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer, and his hands moved to the small of my back. Next thing I know, he rolls us over until he was on top, and he slipped his body in between my legs.

This was not like how it was yesterday...Yesterday was rushed and lustful, but this...This was gentle and sweet. After a minute he pulled away and asked "Do you want to...?" I chewed on my bottom lip, and nodded. He nodded and I looped my legs around his waist. He gripped my hips and I moaned and he gently pushed himself inside. It didn't hurt as much like it did yesterday, but it would take some time to get used to it.

Frank groaned and nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck, his nose brushing against the skin. He slowly started thrusting in and out, keeping a steady but normal pace. Our moans were quiet, but they filled the silent bedroom. I closed my eyes and sighed, pulling him even closer to me, and I kissed his neck and his shoulder.

"Gerard.." He moaned, his breath hitting my ear. It sent chills down my spine and I felt like I was in a state of Nirvana. Frank and I were not just "having sex" like we did yesterday, sex is cold and meaningless from what Pete has told me.

We once had a conversation about sex. He said "Sex is like a quick fix for a drug addict...You just want it to be over with, and you move on to get your next fix....But if you're with someone...And you would do absolutely everything in your power to make that person happy, and would die for them...Then that's the most important thing.

If you're with someone you know in your heart that you would spend the rest of your life with that person, and you two sleep together, then you're not having sex with them...You're making love. And it's not just two people having sex just to please themselves, it's two lovers coming together and becoming one...That's a special thing, and I hope you find that person someday, Gerard...Cause you'll love an cherish every second of it."

We had that conversation months ago, and I still remembered it...And I knew who he was also talking about his relationship with Patrick during that speech...Patrick was the new kid at school, and people started picking on him cause he was pale, and chubby. He was so incredibly shy, and he looked scared to death of everyone....I still remember the look on Pete's face when he first laid eyes on him during class..It looked like he saw an Angel, and I will never forget that look.

Pete offered to show Patrick around the school, and he was really nervous because he didn't wanna say the wrong thing to Patrick and scare him off, but I just told him "Relax dude, just be yourself. You'll be okay." And soon, they became friends. Pete is a good friend, because he knows how to make people happy..He knows how to make people feel special, but not use them. Patrick had and still has a low self esteem, but Pete really helped open him up. After about a month, Pete asked Patrick out, and he said yes...They've been together ever since.

Ever since then, I've never seen Pete so happy since I've known him. He likes to spoil Patrick, take him out on dates, cuddle with him, and it's the cutest thing...I want Frank and I to have a relationship like that...Even if he's my teacher.

Soon I could tell I was close, and I knew he was too.

"I-I'm so close.." I warned him, feeing the knot in my stomach, tighten.

"Me too, babe..." After a few more thrusts, he came and so did I. We gasped for air, and he rested his forehead against mine. He kissed me and said "I love you, Gerard." I kissed him back and said "I love you, too."

When he pulled out, he laid beside me, and I turned on my side with my back facing him. He scooted close behind me, and wrapped his arm around me. He kissed my bare shoulder and I closed my eyes. Just thinking back to Pete's speech is making me think....Does Frank really love me? Or am I just a piece of meat to him?

I guess he noticed something, cause he sat up a little, propping himself on his elbow. "Babe? What's wrong?" I looked back at him and said "Nothing...Why?" He just shrugged and said "I dunno...It just looked like something was troubling you, that's all." I nodded and said "Oh..Okay." We laid back down, and he pulled me close until my back touched his chest. He wrapped both arms around me and whispered "I love you." I said "I love you too." Feeling unsure if I really meant it...Or if I really felt it in my heart.