Thandi, also known as the UK's favourite & international singer "Manila". Born and raised in the streets of South London, with her high school sweetheart Cain aka the biggest rap artist in the UK known as A1east. The the UK's favourite couple and ar...
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Cain
I decided to conk out on the sofa in the theatre room, since T didn't want to sleep with me tonight after the comment I made to Kara. Shit was overflowing in my mind, I was too stressed to bun a zoot, even this sofa I loved , that I was tryna sleep on had become uncomfortable.
Thandi didn't clock, I had heard their conversation prior to me announcing my arrival. My behaviour had affected the love of my life, I didn't even clock that she was this unhappy. I was here thinking, me focussing on making our names notorious in the scene was to make her happy but instead I was becoming controlling and hurting her. At the same time I couldn't help to feel that she was being ungrateful, and that's what pushed me to cheat.
After Maya's appointment today , shit really kicked in that I had knocked up two women and that I was so close to loosing the love of my life. I wasn't ready to tell her, it would affect my legacy, it would fuck up a lot of shit. How the fuck am I supposed to show my illegitimate child to the world?
Fuck moments like these, I wish I could call my mum ,but my mum had so much love for T , if she found out what I did she would fuck me up.
I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that Thandi even linked that neeky Nolan brother. What was she trying to prove? Was she sleeping with him? What did she mean when she said all those feelings came back?I had to quickly brush that thought away, as I knew Thandi would never ever cheat on me and that I was just making excuses for my infidelity.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I noticed a text from Maya.
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I was vexed and dashed my phone across the room after I read her message. How could I fuck up like this man? I kissed my teeth and stood up to pick up my phone.
I know T hated the whole social media shit, but I decided to go on Instagram and make a post to show her some love, even though shit was beyond fucked I had to still act normal.
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