One Step At A Time

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Kara

(Imagine her without the sticker lol)

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(Imagine her without the sticker lol)

It's been 2 weeks since Malik has overdosed, and he still hasn't woken up.  Doctors expected him to make a quicker recovery, but apparently his body had gone under  a state of shock from all the drugs he consumed.  I practically was living in the hospital, I refused to leave Malik- Thandi would drop me off some clothes everyday & I was even  showering in the bathroom that was in Malik's room.  Everyone was now concerned about his state, Cain's album release party was soon and I needed Malik to be up for it because this was going to be one of the biggest albums he has produced.

I had become numb to everything, the blogs were all on Malik's overdose and everyone kept tagging me on their dumb posts- I was just over the bullshit and wanted Malik to wake up.

"You alright darling?" Mary,Malik's nurse walked in a disturbed me from my thoughts as I was holding Malik's hand.

It was to the point where every nurse in the ward knew me,  and some like Mary had become close to me.

"Yeah just hoping that something changes." I sighed as I looked at Malik.

"Trust me sweetheart, with all the love you've given this young lad- he'll be sure to wake up, you just wait on it." She rubbed my backed.

"I hope so Mary." I forced a smile at the sweet northern nurse.

"Look bub, you haven't left this place for two weeks- why don't you go home and just shower in your own space without being trapped in this depressing place."
She seriously said.

I didn't want to leave Malik, but I was honestly fatigued and felt dirty. I was practically living in the hospital & all I smelt like was antibiotics, a quick trip home wouldn't hurt.

"You promise to call me if anything changes?" I sternly answer Mary.

"You'll be the first I call dear." She kissed my cheek and ushered me out the room before I changed my mind.

I booked a cab to the hotel I was staying at, I remembered that I didn't even have an official home in London & once I knew Malik was okay, I knew I had to change that because living out of suitcases was stress.

As soon as I got into my room, I quickly stripped and jumped straight into the shower, covering my body with all my favourite oils from Lush.  For once I felt refreshed, even though mentally I was a shit show- the shower really helped.

After spending an hour in the shower, I walked to the bed and found 10 missed calls from Mary. I panicked and quickly called her back, my hands were shaking. Was Malik okay? The worst started popping up in my head.

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