The Drug To My Heart \\ Depressed Reader x K. Bakugo

Chapter 24

-WARNINGS- CURSING,

A/N:'This Means Thinking'

'Why won't anyone believe me... it did happen...'
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A few months have pasted since the 'incident'. To be honest, I dont even know if what happened really was real. A part of me knows it happened but the other half think I made it all up.

  I've been practicing with my quirk ever since, it still bugs me that I didnt even try to use my power to get that girl off of me. My training has been keeping me busy from the other students. Some of them ignore me now, or maybe I ignore them...

  Katsuki and I have been going strong. He brings me to dates, practices his quirk with me, and stays by my side all the time.

  My head truma still causes me to have my huge mood swings, I'm trying to contol it but I really can't. Some days I'll be so pissed off just accidentally hitting my hand on something will cause me to explode with anger. But on other days I'll be so sad or scared I'll skip school to stay in my room.

  Those visions or dreams haven't happend in awhile, which I'm kinda glad about. The last one was about 2 weeks ago, nothing special just me running though a white hallway and then waking up again.

  Eijiro has been with me aswell, he is my bestie after all. We share all our secrets with eachother and gossip anytime we can. He isn't the type to do those things but he know I enjoy them so he does. He also sometimes stays with me on my worst day if I let him, he'll skip school to stay with me in my room.

  Katsuki doesn't really know about me staying in my room with Eijiro, I'm not really sure what he thinks when we aren't there.

  The league hasn't bothered me since my 'incident'. I still keep the jacket with me always, I'm not really sure why...

  As for people touching me, its still a no go. Boys can't touch me unless they ask first and tell me what they are going to do. Girl are okay just nothing from behind. I hate that it has to be this way, I really do. It bothers me so much. Despite all of that, I'm trying to work on it. It's been alittle better but not alot.
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  "Hey Katsuki... does everyone hate me?" I huffed out as I sat on the bench with Bakugo, we just got done training. "Of course not, why would you think that?" He asked me as he sipped his water bottle and handed it to me. "I don't know... I feel like they are ignoring me..." I sipped the water. "Y/N... everyone is worried about you. No one is ignoring you, you're ignoring them..." Katsuki took the water from my hands and sipped it.

  "I... am?" Bakugo nodded. "Ya.. you haven't noticed? They will say some to you and you'll either blow up in their face or hurry away with your tail between your legs." He got up from the metal bench and started to grab his things, I did the same. "Im sorry...." Tears started to form in my eyes, it was one of those days where I'm really sad for no reason. "Don't be sorry Y/N, it's not your fault. It the head truma stuff that makes you feel like this." He said as we walked along the outside field to the school.

  I guess he's right, I need to fix my relationships with my classmates before they go to shit. "Have they bothered you lately Y/N?" He means they as in the league. "N- no.." I studdered out. "Dont cry okay... it's fine, they won't bother you anymore." Katsuki was walking slightly ahead of me on the field. "W-what if t-they do...?" He stopped. "I'm not going to suger coat it Y/N. It won't be good, they'll probably take you again..." Katsuki continued walking.

  He's not wrong... they probably will. "Anyways... this place has so many memories... like over there!" Katsuki pointed to a bench near the back of the school near a open field. "Thats where we first fought each other on your first day here. Then your arm... but I won't bring that up." The memories started to come back to me, it feels like it was years ago when I first joined UA. That fight was epic too, except for my arm part...

  "Ya... that was alot of fun. Even if it wasn't at the same time." I started to float myself in a F/C bubble alongside Katsuki.
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  Finally we got back to the dorms. Bakugo went straight up stairs as I floated myself to the kitchen. Denki was the only one there. I decided I was going to make tacos. I sat down on the bar stool as my clone did the rest for me. I was sitting on my phone when Denki came and sat next to me. "Heyy! What are you lookin at Y/N?!" Denki leaned over and put his chin on my shoulder to look at my screen, an I was... fine with it. I didn't tense up or feel like I was in danger. I felt... calm.

  "I'm just looking at Instagram, nothing special." Denki watched me scroll though Instagram until my taco was done. "Oop- my taco is done!" Denki moved off my sholder as I got up and put my phone down. "Or shall I say... our tacos."  I slid a plate over to Denki and placed one of the tacos on it. "Oh my gosh! Thank you Y/N! I didn't even ask but you delivered!" Denki and I ate as we talked about stupid things and he gave me some dumb pick up lines.
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  "Thanks again Y/N!" Denki washed our plates and waved as he left, I waved goodbye back. "Hey Y/N! Have fun with Denki?" Eijiro slid over to the kitchen and asked. "Ya, I just wish he wasn't thinking about such inappropriate stuff while he was here!" We both laughed. "So you do still read peoples minds?" I laughed again. "Of course I do! What the point of having this power if I don't use it?" We both laughed once again. "Well, I'm going to sleep. Goodnight Eijiro!" I walked away to go to my room.
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  Some comfy pajamas later and I was laying in my bed snuggled up with the blankets.

  I soon began to drift asleep.

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