That Boyish Girl

chapter two

Gerwyn POV

I was five when I have a car toy.

"Dada,can I play at the park!" I asked but he refused me.

"Momma can I play with you!" But she refused me too because she's busy talking on the telephone.

Lahat Ng hinihingi ko binibigay Nila pero Hindi Ang pagmamahal. I always want love. I want them, only them.

I was six when I accidentally broke my momma's favorite vase,and that day I know she slapped me 360 degree.

I was seven when I escape on our mansion. I'll go at the park.

I saw a girl walking with her father. She murmured.

Pagbalik ko Sa mansion namin sinturon Ni daddy Ang bumungad Sa akin.

"Lintek Kang Bata ka. Your making us nervous!" Pero sininturon Niya pa din ako.

"Do you know where report at the police station that you are fucking missing!" Inis na singhal ni momma.

"Life is so unfair fuck..." Inis Kong Sabi. "Puro pagkakamali ko nalang Po ba Ang makikita niyo? Sawa na ho ako ma,pa. I'm so young for this!.." tapos umatungal ako. "...I want your love! Only your love!" That Time I realize they won't fulfill there promise. There promise that they have a full attention on me. That's a lie.

Nagtungo ako Sa balcon namin and I saw a man standing at the gate of our mansion. I run toward him and ask him.

"Why Po?" I ask like magalang.

Lumabas ako Sa gate KAya napangiti siya. His wearing a t-shirt that have a lot of stain. His wearing a maong and he also wear a slipper.

"Ganyan din Ang gusto ko para sa mga anak ko! Kaso Hindi ko maibigay!" He sigh. Bago siya umalis ay may sinabi pa siya sa akin.

"Napakaswerte mo!" Tapos ginulo Niya Ang buhok ko. I realized who's father he is. That girl oh no! Not literally girl. That boyish girl.

I was eight when I recover a true painful love. Lumabas ako Sa bahay para mag-libot pero iba Ang naabutan ko.

Napadaan ako Sa bahay kubo,maliit siya and I saw a coffin near there. I saw the girl who destroy any chair that she get.

Napagmasdan ko Kung gaano Niya kamahal Ang namatay niyang tatay. I hope my parents love me too and I hope too that they give me a full attention that I want. Sad to say they are not. They love they work even me.

I wish I won't be here.

A few couple minutes before she stop. Naupo Lang siya Sa tabi Ng kabaong Ng tatay Niya. Walang imik at walang kinakausap. Even they relatives talking to her. Nakamasid Lang ako Hindi ko magawang i-comfort siya.

"Bakit Hindi ka pumasok toy?" Tanong nung matanda Sa harap ko.

"I'll pass by!" Maikling sagot ko. Akmang tatalikuran siya Ng...

"Nakita Kita dito kani-kanina pa!" Ngumiti nalang ako at naglakad paalis.

A day past and now this is the day that most memorable for her. Ililibing na kasi Ang tatay Niya.

"Sure Po Kayo sir?" I just nod.

Makikilibing kami Ng driver ko. Pero it's a secret. Nakarating kami sa sementeryo pero medyo malayo. Nilibing na lahat-lahat Yung tatay niya pero nakamasid pa din siya habang umiiyak.

A week past when there house are demolish.

I was nine when I go at the cemetery.

"Hai Po! Ako Po si Gerwyn Trinidad. Ako Po Yung nakausap niyo sa mansion..." Nilapag ko Ang bulaklak sa ibabaw Ng nitso Niya. "Pwede Po ako nalang Po Ang maging Asawa Ng anak niyo heheheh. Papakasalan ko Po siya balang araw."