A sad reason behind happiness [exo luhan fanfic]

chapter 6 : Jong dae's story

In this chapter we're going to have only Jong dae's POV it is only about Jong dae it's too sad
sorry chen ^^

Jong dae POV :

-----flashback------

"Dad ! Dad ! Wake up please.... No ! Please dad don't go ! How could I and mom live without you , hwo will take care of us who will...."I was crying so hard as I saw his closed eyes and felt his cold hand that I was holding ,

the doctor put his hand on top of my shoulder .

"I'm so sorry son we couldn't do anything to save your father the tumour invaded all his body even the surgery wouldn't work at this point ..." he said and the nurse covered my dad's face and took him away I was just watching my dad going away I'm never gonna see him again... never !

Just thinking about it made me cry even harder .

mom didn't knew yet I don't how am I going to tell her she's at home now , we never knew that my dad case was that bad the doctors always comforted us by telling everything Will be okay if he did a surgery and went through a chemotherapy he will be fine but he didn't , my dad isn't here anymore , he died during his chemotherapy section .

I wonder how could he hide that from us he was suffering but didn't want us to know that , maybe he didn't want us to worry about him....

"Why , why !!!..." i yelled while hitting the wall with my fist .

I'm afraid to tell mom about that but I have to be strong for her

I wiped my tears and went at home ,

I arrived at home and mom's soft voice greeted me ,

"Hi son how was your day at school ? " She smiled at me .

I smiled weakly at her " mom....... I have something to tell you ! " I said looking straight in her eyes .

"What is it Jong dae tell me , did you went to see your dad in the hospital I think he has a chemotherapy section today is he okay !" Mom said in excitement .

I really don't know how am I going to tell her that dad passed away she seems to be exited the doctors gave us too much hope...

"Mom...."I said as tear fell from from my eye ,

"My dad....couldn't fight anymore he....he ! "I said as I started crying

"Don't continue....don't ! " she was shocked .

her breathing went harder she held her chest tried to breath but failed and fell on the ground .

"Mom , mom ?" I said and ran to her side I kneeled down I put her had on my lap , I checked her heartbeat but there was nothing..... I felt nothing she was pale with tears covering her cheeks , I hugged her and start crying my dad first and now mom on the same day this is too much for me to handle why ? what I am I supposed to do now ? I'm alone in this world with no one beside me how am I going to survive how am I going to achieve my studies , dreams , everything ....I have to be strong to survive in this unfair world .

-----After the funeral------

The two of my parents have been buried on the same day .

may their souls rest in peace .

"I'll visit you every week end

ok! love you !" I said smiling weakly and walked away .

I have to find a job now to gain some money even know my uncle send me from London every week a sum of money to continue my studies but it's not enough you know there's too many other things that needs money not only studies....

Actually my uncle asked me many times to go to London and live there with my father's family but I can't leave korea it's too hard after all these years I just can't.

A year passes and I'm now working on a café

I go to work right after the class ends and all day when it's weekends .

School will start again and I will be transferring to a new school for my last year , this school is near my appartement so I'll be saving the transportation' s money .

-----End of the flashback-----

I woke up this morning feeling not really good , after I received that phone call I'm so worried now , you know I'm not leaving in my parents house anymore I was obliged to sell it and couldn't live where I can see their stuffs it hurts me so much ...

that house is just full of memories that better for me not to remember , so I'm now renting an appartement .

The owner called last time when I was eating lunch with Min Ah and told me that he had to mortgage this appartement and that Ihad to leave it so I had to find somewhere to live that's why I didn't came back for the afternoon class but thanks god I found a small apartment now and I moved out to it .

"Aish! I wish you where here dad and mom I really need you !" I said feeling down .

I then left the bed in order to take a bath and then I have to go to work , today is Saturday i don't have school .