A sad reason behind happiness [exo luhan fanfic]

chapter 9 : we did it!

Min Ah POV :

The exam week has ended finally, I think I did well but I'm still worried about the results , it will be given by tomorrow .

I guess  my freinds also did well .

I hope I'll be able to enter college (faculty of medcine) after all this hard work , stress... I think I deserve that cause I  abridged myself from almost everything like party's and whatever teenagers were having fun with just to pass this exam so ....

My dad dad always tell me " judge your success by what you had to give up in order to achieve it ."

Jong dae also will be entering the same college as me since the two of us want to be doctors .

Ji hye didn't decide yet about the faculty she'll be entering or  what she wants to do exactly

( it's actually me , I couldn't decide '-' please give me some ideas .)

I can't wait until tomorrow to see the results I'm really exited , nervous  just too many feeling...

I'm exited cause if I made it I'll finally be living my dream and study medicine and , also my dad promised to be my special mentor during my training it'll be really good to learn from my father and be able to assist his surgery's I'm just too exited !

And just thinking about the other possibility makes me nervous even more .

Whatever.... today I think I'll just be staying at home doing whatever but of course not studying .

When I was in my deep thoughts mom interrupted me by shouting from down stairs

"Min Ah come and it your lunch !" She shouted .

"Coming !" I said heading to the dinning area .

"Hmm! I'm hungry it looks so good ! " I said , mom prepared some kimchi spaghetti she's the best when it comes to cooking I think I should learn from her  , I'm not good at cooking at all hehe....

"Isn't dad coming ? " I asked mom , today is Sunday dad should be here  .

"Oh...um your dad may come late today . " ...." I don't know about the details just don't ask me ok! " nom said before I managed to say anything , dad is being awkward these last days don't know why ? but..... I think it's nothing important .

Luhan POV :

Tomorrow is the results revealing ,  unlike the others I'm not really exited nor nervous cause in somehow my future is already decided .

My dad has a big company  and I'll be the heir , it's not really what I want but my dad worked so hard and sacrificed many things to constitute it and make it one of korea's best companies and I can't   be the one hwo shatter it so I have no other choice but to let go of my dreams and realise my dad's , the company is now really famous and everyone knows that I'm The owner's son so I just have to do it .

I have always been jealous from people that had the right to dream , and work hard to make their dreams come true  it's such a great thing but I never had that chance , since I was a little kid they (mom and dad) decided my future instead of me .

And we even moved to China because of my dad's job I was like 7 years old back then and we came back it's been 5 years and we will be staying here for good , I hope so cause I don't feel like leaving there for the rest of my life , well I'm half korean and Chinese but I was born here in Korea and lived my childhood in here....

I may look cold and heartless... but I once suffered really bad .

It all started when I moved to China , new country wich means new school I was like getting bullied and pupils there were making fun of me because I'm half korean , At that time I really felt like.... I don't know ?...lifeless maybe , I just felt like there's no hope , nothing and I'm always going to be that stupid , silly guy who cannot defend himself...