A sad reason behind happiness [exo luhan fanfic]

chapter 41 : confused .

Luhan was discharged this morning .
Since he injured his right arm he couldn't drive , plus his car got a bit damaged , so Mrs.Xi had to send them a driver to drive them home .
Min Ah noticed that luhan wasn't really okay since he woke up this morning , she wondered why but never asked .

"Ahjussi ! Can we please change the direction ?" She asked as they were still in the car , luhan seemed to be daydreaming so he didn't really hear what she just asked .

A few minutes later the car stopped , luhan looked around but it's not their 'supposed to be destination ' wich is home .
He turned to glance at Min Ah and she gave a smile wich he didn't turn back as he was confused , why were they here ?

Min Ah stepped out of the car and gestured to him to follow her .
She asked the driver to just go back , she can hail a cab later .

"Why are we here ?" Luhan asked Min Ah hwo was now enjoying breathing the pure air .
They were at park near the Han river .

"I just wanted to come !" She said , she actually new that luhan liked to be here whenever he's upset , sad or even in a bad mood wich she thinks he is right now , that why she brought him here , to rest and clear his mind .
He got into an accident yesterday he must be a bit under shock , everything happened in a blink of an eye .

Luhan nodded his head , then took a seat on a bench also enjoying the fresh breeze tickling his face .
While Min Ah just watched him and a smile formed on her lips as she saw him closing his eyes and facing the sky .
She stared at him for few sends more before turning to look away at the river *Why am I feeling this way ?what is wrong with me ?* she started asking herself those questions .
But when she got no answer 'of course' luhan came to her mind *why did he change like that and so suddenly ? Is there any reason behind it ?* she thought and again her mind was filled with unclear statements .

*does he probably.......Ah no no no !* she shook her head when the thought of him maybe liking her crossed her mind .
*why would he ? * but....*what if I do.....no that's impossible ! How do I even know if I like him or not ! He's just my freind right ?*
'Ah ! What the hell is wrong with me now !' She screamed mentally .

She came here to make him feel better and clear his mind but she ended up filling hers with thoughts or maybe wrong and unclear ones .

Whatever , after she finished her debate with herself she turned back to check on luhan and he was now staring at....nowhere !
*what is wrong with this guy today ?* She thought .

She walked toward him then took a seat next to him , he didn't notice her sitting beside him so he kept staring .

She felt annoyed because of that so she cleared her throat to capture his attention and he flinched for a second .

"Are you okay ?I mean you look-"

"I'm fine.....I'm just a bit " he stopped there not finding the exact word to describe his state .

"A bit what ?" Min Ah hwo was impatient to know what was up with him said .

"I'm confused about something I guess !" He said then let out sigh .

"Don't mind telling about it , I can help ?" She asked him .

He smiled a bit or exactly chuckled then shook his head .
"I don't think you can !" He said then saw her pouting , she really wanted to help and felt curious about him .

"But thanks anyways !" He ruffled her hair and earned a 'Yah' from her but at the same time , she was a bit shocked by his act .

They stayed silent after that until Min Ah decided to break it suddenly .