A sad reason behind happiness [exo luhan fanfic]

chapter 31 : guilty .

Author's POV :

The person approached her slowly not wanting to freak her out , he bend down next to her and softly put his fingers to push her hair back from her pale face , she looked at him with a blank face while he smiled at her warmly trying to cheer her up .

"Hey Min Ah , gwenchana ?" He said , or rather whispered but she didn't answer she lowered her head down , she felt embarrassed but at the same time she didn't want to talk about it .

It was sehun . He knew that she doesn't want to talk so he sat next to her not asking her what is wrong with her , he didn't want to make things worse for her , she cried even more remembering her family's words , he did a heart surgery , she felt stupid and fool , she saw him suffering some times but she didn't take it too seriously , her mom once told her that her dad lacked sleep or he's tired but she never thought that it may be something that serious even her dad knew how to act very well .

Sehun heard her sobs and felt sorry , he hesitated at first but then pulled her in his embrace. he couldn't help but smile . it's true . he has feelings for her since the first time they met , exactly bumped into each other , but he kept silent because he knew , she's his best freind's wife but unfortunately her husband never considered her value .

"Just cry , let it all out , I'm here alright !" He said and caressed her back softly with his hand , it was a friendly hug but she felt safe and warm so she didn't move or push him away even they didn't know each other very well , She really needed a hug at that time, she needed someone next to her and comfort her . Her lips formed a slight smile, she've just realised that whenever she felt down or lonely sehun was there for her to comfort her 'he didn't even bother asking me what happened to me , he's truly a good freind ' she thought .

Sehun on the other hand was thinking of what could've happened to her , he didn't like seeing her crying .
.........Luhan was the first one who came to his mind , 'he may have hurt her with his attitude or he may have......No that's impossible!' He thought .

The rain let her first drops fall again , this time harder .

"you may get sick , let's go !" He said and help her get up since she had no strength left , they left the park with no exact destination . Sehun didn't know of he should take her home or anywhere .

"Min Ah do you want me to take you home ?" He said after they reached his sporty car and sheltered themselves from that heavy rain .

"No !" She answered emmidiatly , she really doesn't feel like seeing her family nor luhan . They hid her father's death from her for an entier 3 days and maybe was planning to not tell her if she just didn't come home at that moment earlier .

Luhan on the other side was back home alone after being scold by his parents and Min Ah's mom for not taking care of his wife and not following her , and now no one knows where is she .

Luhan was deeply worried , it's raining heavily and his wife is missing .
It was his first time feeling this concerned , he never cared for her before but it's just that whenever he remembers her expressions earlier he feels guilty and pity .
He wanted to call her but he realised that he doesn't have her number , he never asked for it .

'Didn't I really care for her that much ?' He thought as he leaned his head on the cold wall .
He shut his eyes and tried to calm his self down , he didn't know what happened to him all of a sudden.
Everything went wrong , she wasn't supposed to know about her father's death , they all knew (her family ) that it will be a big shock for her , she really loved her father.

Luhan knew about her father's surgery and death , he knew every single detail .
Her father died when they first came back to seoul , he received that phone call from his mom and she told him the news .

So when they were back he hailed those two guard for protection . If she ever goes to her father's house and doesn't find him she may suspect something .
But now there's no need , she already knew and...........

He opened his eyes and went to the glass wall then took a look at the rainy weather , it was beautiful to look at raindrops falling on the pool 's surface and forming light circles on the water .
But all at once the thunder snarled and lightning came out flashing through the dark clouds and luhan remembered something wich made him frown.
His wife hated the thunder's sound , she gets scared , he remembered that scene in Paris when they got lost and she held onto him when she heard the thunder , he smiled by himself unconsciously .

But as soon s he cough his self smiling , he let it fade away and replace it with a frown .
'Do I miss her ?' He thought ' no way ! I'm just concerned ! If something happens to her in get scold again !' He persuade himself then went upstairs to get rid of his soaked clothes .

Min Ah ' s freind ji hye was also worried she got scold by luhan as he arrive at home this morning and found her instead of Min Ah , he yelled at her but worry was drawn all over his eyes .

Ji hye went her house , tried to call Min Ah but she never answered , she forgot her phone at home .

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The clouds are covering the sky so you couldn't tell what time is it now , even if it's already night , there was no difference .
Luhan was still at home , turning around blankly , idly....many thoughts were invading his mind .
He was glancing at his hand watch , wondering not what time is it but where is she until now ?

He got enough and took his leather jacket and car keys then went out .

Min Ah on the other side was sleeping on a soft bed , she wasn't enjoying it she doesn't seem to know where is she .
She slept on the car while sehun was still driving , he doesn't know her place and she didn't want to go to Luhan's so he took her to his house or exactly mansion .

He carried her to the guests room and leyed her gently on the bed , luckily his parents and sister were out for tonight so he has nothing to explain to anyone ( it would be awkward ) especially that she's already married .

She was sleeping deeply that she didn't notice his presence next to her , he stared at her with love and pity , he wanted to lay next to her and cuddle with her but it's wrong , he kept on telling himself .
She was like an angel , a sleep beauty for him .
'Is hyung a blind ?' That was what he thought at that moment , 'I think he is ! She's so beautiful and he's so lucky to have her but doesn't know it !' He concluded .

He was right luhan never noticed how pretty she is and how nice she can be .

After what seemed to be eternity to sehun he finally decided to call his hyung and tell him to come and take her home knwing that he may be worried at leat a little , even if he couldn't get enough of her beauty , he could stare at her all night without getting bored but it will hurt him more , she's already taken and he can do nothing about it .

Luhan saw the caller ID , he wanted to ignore the call since he's busy looking right and left hoping to see Min Ah somewhere sitting on a bench or anything but she was nowhere to be seen , he gave up to the call and answered .

"What do you want sehun I'm not in the mood now ?" Luhan said in an annoyed tone .

"Luhan hyung.....Min Ah-" sehun was cut off by Luhan's fast reaction after hearing her name .

"What about her ? Do you know where is she ?" Luhan said hurriedly , he was still driving until he met the traffic red light .

"Calm down hyung !" Sehun chuckled " she's with me come to my house and take her !" He said , luhan nodded acknowledging that sehun can't see he said " I'll be there soon " then hang up .

A releive sigh was left out by luhan as he got assured about Min Ah ' s place .

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