Chapter 2

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it has been a week, since potion class. And today is a Saturday so we don't have class today. I planned on going to  the library with harry, Ron and Hermione to study for some upcoming exams and classes, Obviously it was Hermione's idea to studying, like always. Ron and Harry wanted to sleep all days as did I "I'll be right back, ok" I say getting up to go find a book I needed to more than Hermione then Ron and harry "ok" Hermione says not looking up from her paper. 

as i walk by an aisle, I noticed some people whispering and looks from some people "shut up!!" a voice say behind me i look behind me and yet see Malfoy again, i just roll my eyes continue on walking. I go grab the book and return the other books that i had out for studying.

After more then three hours I felt done with studying for today and grabbed my bag and started to walk away from the table I wave a little to Hermione before leaving she has an expression like she doesn't want me to leave but i just look away from her.
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later that after noon i am in the quidditch field watching harry practice for the game next week for the Gryffindor vs Ravenclaw match. I pick up a book I was reading earlier. Half way through the page I get bored and put the book down beside me and sigh looking out to the field too see harry out height above in the field. i sigh again, blinking before noticing someone sitting near by me I look up to see Draco's face staring out at the field "I heard rumour that you smelled me in potion" he said scratching the back of his head awkwardly.

i just shake my head and look away from his beautiful eye, we just sit there in awkward silence "what would you do if it was true" I say quietly not thinking he would hear me. "Who knows" he says, I could almost hear the smile forming on his lips as he said those words to me. I turned my head to see he was no longer there anymore. I walk down to head back to the castle, as i am almost at the field, I can hear some footsteps behind me, and alright I know it's Malfoy, he then pulls on my arm so I can turn my body close to him, "Ros-" i know right there i would never get to know what he could've said to me because harry interrupt him with an angry voice "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING" harry yells at us i don't know if his yell at me or draco

I then realize that me and Draco are really close so I pull away from him, i rub my arm a little as i pull away he has a really firm grip. Harry quickly makes it to my side prepared to throw hands but before anything could happen Draco
Scofts at Harry and walks past like nothing happened "what was that about" said Harry with confusion on his face. I just shrugged and walked to my dorm room with Harry.
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its Monday, tomorrow is the quidditch match we have Herbology class this morning so i am heading down with Hermione and luna " are you and harry ok now?" luna ask " well i don't know really" i reply.

we walk in to the class room and sit at a table with Ron and harry, i don't have to look at harry to that he doesn't like the idea that i am siting with him. i don't care

later the professor came in teaches the class something about plants but i don't listen.I often zoned out in class

i look behind me and Draco staring at me, Why is he staring at me?then he flys me a note to me it landed my lap i crab it and open it

               meet me at the black lake after class        -D.M


i turned my head back to him and nod so he knows my answer is yes.  

After class I tell Hermione that I am going some were

I walk Towards the black lake there is a big willow tree, I sit down next to the tree and grab a book to read while waiting for Draco.

It has been 5 min I still see no sign of Draco I put my book back in my bag and get up as I start to walk I bump into someone "ow- I am so sor-" I look up in the persons eye it's the grey eyes again "oh mhm hi drac- I mean Malloy" I say not looking away  from his eyes

"So what did you want to see me for?" "Mhm...... oh mhm" that's all what he  managed to say 

We just stand there staring at each other's eyes for a while

He then put his hands on my waist to pull me closer, I let him " lily, I have something to tell you.......I have like you since I have laid eyes on you" he said then liens in for a kiss,I don't pull away which shocks me a little  the feeling of his soft lips on mine.

I kiss him back passionately we don't pull away, I realize that I have been wanting this kiss to happen too

He pulls away I don't want to I want to kiss him for ever " you like that didn't you, pottah?" I roll my eyes " Shut up" I say in joking voice

Then Harry face shows up in my head " oh shit!" I say very quietly "What?is something wrong?Did I do something?"Draco ask me

In a Worry voice "oh... shit Harry is go-" I say but he just kiss he again, he opens his mouth a little trying to get him into mine, I don't lit him, I can see he got a little mad because of it so bites my lower lips in return "don't think of your brother right now ok" he says in between kisses 

I laugh a little, he then pins me against the tree he starts to kiss my neck leaving hickeys on my neck "Draco....." I say has he kisses my jawline and lips again "what?" "What are we doing?" I say little scared, I don't know why I feel  like this isn't it what I wanted? I push him  away

"What in the bloody hell is wrong with me?" I say in whisper Draco don't hear me I started to cry without noticing "Draco... I can-" "what lily you are scaring me please tell me what's going on!?" Draco said I run and hug him crying in his arms

We fall down on ground while hug "lily!?" He say whispers to me "I can't Draco I-" he Put his thumb on my cheek to wip off my tears "Draco my brother.... he he is going to hate me for this" 

"It's ok lily you are going to be fine you are here aren't you?" He says as he kiss my forehead "thank you Draco" I say hug him

I love him, he is to perfect
Why?
We are both are broken

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Hey guy hope you enjoy this chapter I know it's short I am to lazy to do 5,000 words today
-LR

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