Karma
5:40 pm
"Yeah I caught him in the middle of tryina roll over already and he's only two months" I told this lady I met while I waited for Benji. He dropped me off to get my toes, eyebrows and nails done and since I just finished up, I was talking to some girl that was waiting for her turn and we both were talking about our babies
"Girl it's like these new babies are advanced... I remember when my son started rolling over. But he was just about to turn 3 months. Your son must be tryina go ahead and get out the way already"
"Out the way for what?"
"So his momma can pop out another one"
"Girl! Hell no. Unt Unt" I told her and she laughed. The door to the nail salon opened so I looked and saw it was Benji
"You ready?" He asked me as I stood up
"Yeah"
"Well it was nice meeting you girl. I'll hit you up on ig"
"Alright" I replied to the girl while I grabbed Benji's hand and followed him out of the nail salon
"You reactivated yo Instagram?" Benji asked me and I nodded
"Yeah so she could follow me but I'm bout to deactivate it again when I get in the car"
"But w-.. I ain even gone ask" he shook his head, opened the door of the car he rented for the weekend and closed it after I got in. Just like I said, I deactivated my account as Benji got into his car and he looked over at me
"Yo ass was just in there makin friends and shit"
"Yeah. We were talking about our babies. She gotta 6 month old. I had to find some to do until you came.. what was you doing anyways"
"Some"
"Like what?"
"I'm 22 years old"
"And? The fuck?"
His eyes traveled over to me and he just sat there froze
"What you looking like that for?"
"Cause I'm tryina figure out who the fuck you talkin to like that"
I rolled my eyes and looked down at my toes "my toes look too cute right now. Look" I slapped his arm and he dramatically breathed before looking the went back to putting the gps back on
"Yeah they cute but you got one more time to hit me like that and ima make you sick yo head out the window and roll it up on yo ass"
"Why you gotta be so rude?"
"Cause within the past minute you already gave me 2 reasons to" he muttered as he started the car and drove off with his phone in his lap
"Did you call and check on our son today?" I asked him and he nodded
"That lil nigga ain worried bout us"
I sucked my teeth and glanced out the window watching the cars and scenery. Vegas was so fucking beautiful
"See if I was single and childless, this would've most definitely been where I would've moved to live on my own now that I'm 21... maybe it's good that I didn't though cause boyyyy.. I'm tellin you"
"What?" He looked over at me and I let off a little grin
"I would've been living the fast life Forreal"
"In other words Yo ass was gone be a hoe" he bluntly said and I dropped my grin
"Why you gotta say it like that"
"See, yo daddy should be thankful that I came in yo life cause yo ass probably would've been a nasty lil thang."
"Wowwww" I laughed
"Dont wowwww me" Benji mocked me "you needa thank me for takin you out the game for good"
"I mean.. it ain shit for me to just still move out here and leave you a single father"
"Ight. And it ain shit for me to grab you by that wig and sling yo ass out the car"
"Why would you do that?" I touched the top of my wig
"Cause you got me fucked up. You stuck wimme forever. Ain no karma without Benji"
"Look at you all in love" I smiled and grabbed his chin "witcho fine ass"
He started smiling, grabbed my hand and kissed it. After a short drive we eventually got back to the room. As Benji opened the door he let me walk I first and when I did, I couldn't help but laugh and smile. He was really going all out! There were rose petals and candles trailing down the hall leading into the room. As I walked into the room I saw on the bed were rose petals in the shape of a heart, flowers, and two Dior boxes
"Look at you going all out" I told Benji as I turned around to look at him and hugged his neck "oh my god I love you so much Dimitri"
"I love you too mama" he said to me before kissing me
"This whole weekend has been perfect"
"It better had been. You deserve this shit"
"Now I gotta find a way to top you"
He laughed and shook his head
"Nah you can't EVER outdo me. But Forreal, I had to make sure you still feel special cause I know shit ain been easy since we got together"
"Baby you ALWAYS make me feel special. Whatchu mean?" I asked as he sat down on the bed and I stood in front of him. He leaned back on the bed looking at me
" be Forreal wimme, you ever imagined yo life to be like this at 21?"
"Like what? In a happy, committed relationship and with a child?"
"I'm talkin bout more than that kay. Ion speak too much on how I feel but truth is, I feel like I fucked yo life up.. shit, ion regret it at all.. but I feel like I did"
I couldn't help but laugh at him saying he didn't regret it
"Benji, how did you fuck my life up?" I asked as I sat down on his lap
"Kay it ain been shit but bullshit since we got together. MY bullshit at that. Bitches done fucked witchu nonstop, niggas been coming after you cause of me, yo daddy cut you off cause you chose to be wimme.."
"And? We still together through it all right?" I asked him "when I first told Lani bout you she warned me about what comes with dating you. Her and MJ both warned me and still I CHOSE to still be witchu. So what if them girls don't like me, they'll be alright and if niggas wanna come after me to get to you, so be it. I know you won't let none of that happen and while they stay mad we gone be good" I simply told him while he looked at his watch
"And when it comes to my daddy, fuck him. I'm in love witchu and if he can't accept that oh well. Yeah you a hood nigga, you sell drugs and you run the streets but I learned it's a lot more to you than that. You a real nigga with a genuine heart and it can't get no better than that. That's why I told you I gotta find a way to top this because if anybody deserves to feel special it's you. Ion know what ima do yet but ima too this, trust me"
"Can't shit you do top whatchu already did when you gave me my son. I bet you'on even realize how you and Hendrix saved me, shit" he told me as he scratched the bridge of his nose and then put his hand on my thigh "that's why I'm tryina give US a better life"
"Everything gonna work out for us Benji, trust me. I feel it" I told him as I rubbed the top of his hand before kissing him
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A few questions lol...
1.) do you think karma and London will be cool again?
2.) do you think London should abort the baby?
3.) do y'all believe Benji can completely change or do you think he is changing?
