✔️Admiring From Afar| Ni-Ki| ENHYPEN

~15~

„What are you doing here?" He asked.

„I could ask you the same" She chuckled, sitting beside him.

Then there was it. Silence was in the air, neither of them spoke.

„Well...I need to go" Ni-Ki cleared his throat as he tried to stand up and walk anyway but Y/N caught his wrist.

„Ni-Ki I need to talk to you" She said, looking at his eyes, however he looked away, trying to avoid eye contact as the girl sighted.

„Okay...what is it?" He asked, still avoiding eye contact as the girl infront of him sighed.

„If I did anything wrong from,please tell me but don't push me further away, I can't take it anymore" Y/N said. If she only knew how he felt and how bad he wanted to hug her but there are always things that ruin everything, even your life can be ruined by it.

The poor boy was speechless, nothing came out of his mouth as he looked at his shoes, nervously playing with his fingers.

Another sigh escaped the girl's mouth as she spoke up again. This time with more confidence.

„I am sorry, I am sorry for what I did wrong and hope you accept my apology" She said as Ni-Ki sighed and pulled her into a tight hug, surprising the girl.

Hot tears began to stream as Ni-Ki laid his head on the girl's shoulder and quietly sniffled. Y/N was confused but hugged back.

„Why...why are you crying Ni-Ki?" The innocent girl questioned,breaking the hug and wiping his tears away with her thumbs.

„I am sorry" That were his last words before he disappeared,leaving the confused girl alone as she tried to yell but he was already gone. He ran way.

A sigh escaped her lips while she looked around, hoping that the boy still would there.
He wasn't.

                              {time skip}

Y/N was already back at home. Everything was finished from her homework to her eating dinner as she quietly sat on her bed, rethinking the scenarios that happened.

„In my head too many questions" She hummed as she let herself plopp back on bed, shaking her head. She wish to shake off the things that annoyed her but couldn't. If it was only that easy for her.

On the other hand Ni-Ki was in Daniel's room talking with him about what happened earlier.
Daniel may be the youngest , however gives the best advices and truly cares about his friends who are like big brothers to him.

„This is really...wow..." The tall boy was left speechless. Feeling bad won't help both of them but be couldn't help and feel bad for his best friend.

„Wait...you said that your mom changed right?"

„Yeah...it's kinda creepy"

„I recently have heard that Junghwan's father had a business trip in the same country as your mom and sister" Daniel said while Ni-Ki mouth dropped and his eyes widened.

„That means something happened between them" He continued as Ni-Ki still stared at him in shock.

„What about your past Ni-Ki?" The younger boy questioned as the older gulped.

„If I think back...there's actually nothing, like I don't remember anything..." The shorter boy honestly spoke as Daniel nodded.

„Well I have a theory" He then started. „Since your family...more likely your dad has a bad past with Junghwan's dad...what if they made a deal or something?" He continued while the older boy clearly listend to every single word carefully.

Both teens then spend the time making up theories and talking about the same topic over and over again. Ni-Ki was thankful to have a friend like Daniel and really appreciated it.

To Y/N:

The girl scrolled through the pictures she made together with Ni-Ki while her chest pained.

„I miss him" She mumbled as her eyes became watery. She never imagined that it was that painful to like someone even thought she admired him from afar.

„Gosh, I am so pathetic" The girl chuckled.

„As if he ever liked me" The chuckled faded while she blankly stared at the selfie they made when they were in the Café not too long ago.

In this Night neither of them could sleep.

Y/N frustratedly groaned in her pillow.

„I can't sleep"

„So tell me" She quietly hummed the song to herself as she calmed down a bit.

However her mind recalled the memory from „yesterday" since it was 3 am in the morning.

„Why did he apologize though?" She asked herself and of course she got not response.
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Gosh I love insomnia and questions from stray kids so much hehe