AMORE; RUEL IMAGINES

𝟙𝟜 - "𝕦𝕘𝕙, 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕪!"

You and your best friend Ruel were on a FaceTime call. The both of you had had a crush on each other since forever, but didn't think the feelings would be mutual, so just didn't tell each other.

"Ugh, school is stressing me out so much lately! It can't be normal to get so many tests and projects as I do nowadays!" You exclaimed.

"Bub, don't worry. It will all be okay, and you're like the smartest person from your entire year, so if the others can handle it, you can for sure." Ruel tried to comfort you. That was also a thing, Ruel always called you bub. You guys weren't dating, but he always called you 'bub' and you often called him 'honey'.

"You have it easy with no school to stress about! You only have to sing your songs and write some new music. That's so much more fun then learn about all these dead people for my history class!" You sighed. Lately you had been really tense, and you had seen how easy Ruel it had with his life. This was your last year of high school, and since Ruel already graduated, he had a lot of free time to spend writing new music.

"Yes, I know. But only a few more months and you will have graduated too, then we can lifve our life to the fullest!"

After talking a little more, you wished Ruel goodnight. It was probably best to just go to sleep, because the next day you would have a lot more classes, which obviously sucked, but you had to have at least a little energy.

ONE WEEK LATER

Today was Sunday and you were so incredibly stressed about school that you were on the edge of having a mental breakdown. This entire week you had been so busy you didn't even have time to see Ruel, which you were very much sad about.

At a certain point, when you were studying for the history exam you would have the next day, you heard the doorbell ring. You groaned as you stood up. You were home alone, so you had to open the door.

When you arrived downstairs and opened the door, Ruel stood there.

"Hey, I just wanted to check on you. We haven't really talked this week and I wanted to know how you're doing." He said with a sweet smile. It was so kind of him to visit you, which only made you go closer to crying. "Hey, are you okay?" He asked you, looking all worried. He walked up to you and put his hands on your shoulders, ready to give you a hug.

"I-I'm... I'm sorry, Ruel. No, I'm not okay!" You said as you started crying. Ruel took you in his arms and picked you up, going inside. He closed the door behind you and walked to the living room, sitting down on the couch with you still in his arms.

"Shh, don't worry. What's wrong? Tell me, bub." He softly spoke to you.

"It's just-I'm so busy with school, my teachers give me so much homework, and I also have my homework and all my practices. And this week we didn't even see each other! I mean, I was just too busy with school stuff that I couldn't even make time for you!" You sobbed, slightly beginning to hyperventilate.

"Hey, hey, hey, don't worry. Follow my breathing." Ruel said as he noticed how you weren't breathing right. He slowly breathed in and out, signalling for you to follow him. You calmed down a little, still sobbing quietly.

"I mean-look at me. I look awful! I haven't worn decent clothes this week, I haven't slept good in over two weeks and I just look like shit!" You exclaimed, definitely not happy with how you were looking. "I'm a crying mess! This way nobody would ever want me."

"Hey, listen to me. You do NOT look awful. You're the most beautiful girl on this entire earth, and anyone who doesn't want you because you cry and wear sweatpants on the weekend, would be totally crazy, because you're the sweetest, most gorgeous girl to ever exist. Anyone who rejects you would be a total fool." He told you, with a lump in his throat. Did you really think like this? Ruel thought you were always so sweet, so he didn't get why you saw yourself like such a bad person.

"I don't just want anybody, Ruel. There's this one guy I have wanted since the day I met him, but he doesn't see me that way. And definitely not when I'm looking like this crazy mess." You softly smiled, your cheeks still tear-stained. "But it doesn't matter, I'll survive."

"What guy? Y/N, you never told me you liked anyone! He would honestly be crazy not to like you back, you're amazing." Ruel said, the tone of his voice a tad jealous.

"It's just this guy I've been friends with forever. I don't think he likes me though, but that's okay. Why do you ask?" You wondered.

"Y/N, I didn't think I'd tell you this, but I like you. Like, I have a crush on you. I hate seeing you so stressed and unhappy with yourself. And I also hate hearing you talk about this guy you have a crush on that's not me. I mean-who would even like me? I'm too tall, I'm weird and lanky. It's just-" Ruel said before getting interrupted by something. By lips. Your lips. You kissed him to shut him up.

"Ruel, didn't you notice? You're the guy I've liked all this time! We've been best friends for so long and I literally couldn't live without you. And yes, you're tall and lanky and also weird, but I like you for all those things. I-I even love you. I love you." You smiled through your tears.

Ruel also had tears in his eyes now. "Y/N, I had no idea. I love you." He smiled at you.

And for one moment, all of the stress left your body. For one moment, you didn't have to worry about school. The only thing you were thinking about at that exact moment, was Ruel, and how amazing he was. How amazing your future would be together.

𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣'𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕖

sooooo y'all, i'm sorta back from the death, but also not hehe

okay, i really felt like writing something, so i just did. i prob won't be updating again any time soon, because honestly, this imagine kinda describes my life. a few weeks ago i was so stressed i literally had a mental breakdown.

also, i think my next birthday will be in quarantine, bc covid is getting so much worse here, i literally hate our government. my birthday will be in a month, so i'm excited about that hehe.

also, i made a new playlist on spotify called ATF which stand for all time favourite, bc i really wanted to and there are so many random songs in it, as well dutch as english hehe

oh, and for english i have to read fahrenheit 451 now, it's kinda boring but also kinda good idek hahaha

well it was nice interacting with yall a little again, if i have another idea for an imagine, i'll try to write it <3 stay safe and i hope you liked this one :))))

♏︎ sil