AMORE; RUEL IMAGINES

𝟙𝟟 - "𝕚'𝕞 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖"

requested!!!

you and ruel had known each other since you were little kids, basically grew up with each other.

you had always been there for each other, through good times and bad ones and he had been your best friend ever since he talked to you on the first day of kindergarten when nobody else would.

at a certain point, when the two of you were growing up, all of your peers got boyfriends and girlfriends. eventually, you an ruel also started dating, right now being in a relationship for already eight months.

the only thing was that you didn't really know if you liked him like that anymore. sure, you liked the kisses you shared, you liked cuddling with him after a stressful day, but it wasn't anything you didn't do when the two of you were only friends. well, best friends obviously. maybe kisses wasn't a normal thing to do for friends, but a quick peck on the cheek was something you had done since you were little.

you felt like you had lost the feelings you once had. or did you even have feelings? wasn't it just that the two of you got together because everybody thought you would look cute together and that everyone said a boy and girl couldn't be friends? had the feelings been there, or was it just an illusion?

ruel was busy writing a new song, trying to express his feelings. he loved you, he really did, but he wasn't sure if he was really in love with you.

although your relationship was going quite well, ruel didn't know if he really felt good in it. why did the two of you start dating in the first place? you had always been best friends, and he loved you for that. it was never awkward and you would just mess around with each other a lot, and since the of you got together in a romantic way, nothing had really changed, only the fact that you kissed and cuddled a little more and held hands when you walked somewhere.

he was wondering what changed his feelings. was he not in love after all?

of course, the two of you grew up with each other, being really close and seeing each other daily. but was it only in a friend-way, or was it also in a romantic way?

weren't you more like... his sister?

you walked up to ruel's room after entering through the front door. you knocked on his door, and after a small 'come in!' was heard, you entered his room, seeing him sitting on his bed, holding his guitar.

"hey, what you doing?" you asked while give him a hug and a quick peck on his cheek.

"oh, just writing a song." he answered, not going into detail too much.he had a rather awkward expression on his face, and you didn't know if it was because of you or not.

"ruel, are you okay? are we okay? and please tell me the truth." you said, getting a little concerned.

"i—i don't know, y/n. i just don't anymore." tears appeared in his eyes and you didn't know what to do. of course, you loved him, but not in a romantic way.

"talk to me, bub. you're okay, it'll be okay." you embraced him tightly, his head in the crook of your neck.

"it's just that—i don't feel like i'm in love with you anymore. i love you, i swear i do, but i'm just not in love anymore. i don't know what happened, but—" you looked up at ruel as you interrupted him.

"hey, don't worry. if i'm being honest, i'm not in love with you anymore as well.. maybe it was just—maybe were just best friends and not destined for each other to be together like a couple—in a romantic way." you smiled at him, drying his cheeks of the tears.

ruel happily sighed. "i was so scared that you would be mad at me. i love you, y/n. you're literally the best thing that has ever happened to me. i just think we're not meant to be anything other than friends."

"hey, we are! we are best friends! you're the bestest friend anyone could ever wish for, please know that." you said as you kissed his cheek.

"you are the bestest friend, y/n. i literally don't know what i would do without you. we grew up together, you're like my second half. and maybe we cannot be lovers, but you have always somehow felt like a sister to me. we've experienced so many things together. and when i will go on my next tour, you have to come with me. i mean, i wouldn't want to leave behind my best friend!" ruel hugged you, being relieved that you felt the same, and that the two of you wouldn't be in a fight.

"oh my god, i'm already looking forward to tour so much! like, we can go travelling and do goofy things and just have fun. and i agree with you, we've always been like siblings. we were also kind of raised like siblings." you laughed at him, imagining about him being your brother for real, which was really strange in your mind, but also not so much.

"i feel like maybe we only got together... because people said we were cute together? i mean—like we obviously like each other, and we're best friends, but since we're a boy and a girl, they immediately rush to conclusions and think we're dating. maybe we started dating for that reason?" ruel wondered.

you nodded, understanding what he was trying to tell you. "yeah, i think maybe we did. you remember in middle school, when everyone said you had a huge crush on me, and i asked you so many times if you really did. you said no every time." you laughed, remembering how many times such things happened.

"well, i think maybe you were my crush at the time. not a serious crush of course, but you were the only girl i really talked to you. you saw me for who i was, and always kept doing that."

"well, you also saw the true me. you never lied to me and you're just always honest. and it really isn't weird that you had a crush on me, i am just amazing." you said jokingly, flipping your hair. "well, that and obviously the other girls of our year were bitches back then."

"the boys also weren't that nice. you remember when you had that boyfriend? jake, or something? boy, i was jealous! i had to share you with another boy, who wasn't even nice to you, much less to me." ruel laughed.

getting memories back up like this was one of your favourite things to do, and it was good to end your relationship. it was a little hard, but the best thing to do, since the both you were just better of friends.

and by remembering all these things you and ruel had experienced together, you noticed how long the two of you had been close. you would never stop loving him, even though it wasn't a romantic type of love. breaking up with him might be the best decision you ever took in your life.

𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣'𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕖

WC; 1222

okay this was kinda shitty, sowwy 🥺

i hoped you all liked and....

this was the request from DnLu06 !!!! i swear she requested it like ages ago, but i finally had time to finish this :)

also omggggg i just ordered an iphone 11 and i will get it in a few days and i'm sooooo excited ahhhhh

well stay safe, wear a mask, and have a nice day😘

シ sil