My Psycho Boyfriend

Chapter 37

Rose sitting on the couch watching movies. Popcorn and drink beside her and blanket on her laps. Actually, she has to go to her trainee class but she doesn't want it. Jimin keeps asking her to go but like usual, she is cold and emotionless.

Inside her heart is soft. It just, she still hurt. She heard the door open and obviously by Jimin.

"Rose." Jimin calls. Rose ignores him.

Jimin sits beside her and tries to get her attention.

"Baby, please stop doing this." Jimin says.

Rose just ignores him again. Jimin can't believe that he did this.

"I know I'm wrong. But, you don't have to be like this!!" Jimin says.

Rose hates it when he says that. The way he says it, just like it was a small problem. Rose looks at him with glares.

"Don't have to be like this?" Rose asks harshly. 

"You hurt me Jimin!!! You said you love me but love wouldn't be like this!!" Rose lifted her shirt. Jimin saw wounds and bruises everywhere.

"Is this what you call love!? I still can accept that you are psycho and hurting me this way. I know you didn't want me to cheat or scared that I'm gone. But..." Rose shed her tears.

"When you call me as your toy, only God knows how it feels that time." Rose glares at him with teary eyes.

Jimin knows he shouldn't say that. Rose stands up and about to walks away but Jimin holds her wrist.

"Please, don't make me hurt you again." Jimin holds her wrist tightly.

"I dare you to hurt me one more time." Rose looks at him with the eyes that Jimin never see before.

Jimin eyes widen when seeing her expression and her words. Rose pull her wrist harshly and went upstairs. Jimin can hear the door being slams shuts. 

He looks down and Rose's expression appeared on his face. 

"She...She pulls her wrist..." Jimin mutters.

Jimin lay on her couch and holds his head. He can't help it but feels hurt by this new Rose. He really wants the old Rose, who is sweet and soft.

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It's dinner time and Rose didn't come out from her room. Yes, her room. She starts to sleep in the guest room because Rose knows, if she meets Jimin, she can't help but say hurtful words to Jimin.

She let out a heavy sigh. 

How long me and him like this...?

She may be cold towards him but inside her heart, she hurting. She wants to run to his arms and cuddle with him. But she can't. 

"You are my toy!!!!" 

Rose bites her lips and closes her eyes with her palm hands. It no uses for her to cry over that thing. 

"Is that how he saw me?" Rose mutters.

Suddenly, she hears a knock. 

"Rose, come out. Don't you want to eat?" Jimin voice brings her out of her mind.

She sits up and pushes her hair behind. She grabs her hair tie and tied her hair into a messy bun. She about to grabs the doorknob but she saw herself in the mirror.

She notices that she become smaller. In other words, skinny. 

"Rose?" Jimin calls her again.

She opens the door. Jimin greets her with a sweet smile. Rose can see his eye smile appeared. It makes her heart beating so fast.

"Let's eat?" Jimin asks.

"Yes." Rose walks past him after the answer with a simple answer.

Even it hurt Jimin, he just needs to get through it. He follows her from behind. They went straight to the kitchen and take a seat. 

Everything is awkward. Rose sitting in front of him instead of beside him like she usually does. Jimin eats his food silently.

"Who cook this?" Rose asks.

"M-Me." Jimin accidentally shuttering. Rose just nods without saying anything.

It was so delicious. I don't know he can cook.

Rose let out a small smile without his notice. 

They finish their dinner without saying anything. But, they don't know what happened in each other minds. 

Rose finish her food and clean her plates. Then, she walks away leaving Jimin without saying anything. Jimin let out a heavy sigh.

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Rose playing her guitar and try to sing with the right notes. She becomes frustrated when getting the wrong tone.

She checks her music sheets once again. 

"Ughh. I should drink first." Rose groans. She checks the time ad it almost 1 am.

She gets up and went out. It dark so it means Jimin already sleeps. Well, of course, because he has work tomorrow.

Rose opens his door slowly and found him sleeping on the bed peacefully. She holds her wrist when she remembers what he did to her.

I'm sorry Jimin. But, give me time to recover first. I know you didn't mean it.

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Jimin fixes his tie and checks himself for the last time. He grabs his things and went out. He about to walks past Rose's room but he stops. 

He decides to check her first before he goes to work. He opens the door and saw her sleeping so peacefully.

He walks inside slowly and kneels in front of her. Jimin leans his hands to her cheeks and caresses it gently. 

"Rose..." Jimin mutters.

I'm sorry for hurting you. I wish I can take it back.

"Jimin, what are you doing?" Rose asks.

Jimin startled and pull his hands back. He clears his throat and looks away in nervousness. Rose looks at him blankly.

"I-I just...um...well.." Jimin lost his words.

"Just what?" Rose asks as she sits up.

Jimin stood up and fix his clothes to distract himself. 

"I just about to wake you up." Jimin says.

"I don't need you to wake me up. I don't want to see your face in this early morning." Rose looks away. 

Ouch...

Her words just like a sword that stabbed Jimin heart. No. Not sword but thorns. She is a beautiful rose but she can hurt someone with her thorns.

"Just go away. It useless for you to wake me up. I don't even come with you." Rose says.

She takes her towel and her bathrobe and goes to the bathroom. The door shut close and Jimin stands there like a tree.

He looks down. Now, he's the one who's suffering. He pushes his hair behind and he deserves it anyway. He knocks on her bathroom door.

"I'll go now. Take care. I love you." Jimin says. No response.

He sighs and just smiles weakly. He went out after that. Actually, Rose hear it. She just keeps her mouth shuts even it hurt.

CONTINUE~