My Psycho Boyfriend

Chapter 36

It's been a few weeks since all the miserable things happen to those girls. They get through everything and they made it until now. They say they regret it but deep down inside their heart is, they still love those boys.

Everything has changed. Now, the table has turned. It becomes the opposite of all of it. Jungkook whose crying and sad non-stop to begged Lisa to come back. He keeps trying to find Lisa but he couldn't.

Lisa whose sad and miss her boyfriend now changed. Her love still the same but her attitude is changed. She dares to push him away and rejects him.

Meanwhile, Jimin keeps praying and wishing that God could give him back the sweet and soft Rose. She becomes cold and emotionless these whole weeks. She didn't talk to him like usual.

Rose still loves him but she holds herself from it for a while. She's still hurt by him. So, the boys face the consequences.

Lisa brush her hair and wear her hair clips. She wears a coat because the winter will come soon. She takes her things and put it all inside her bag. She went downstairs and wear her shoes.

She heard the honks and she knows it was her cab. She went out and get in the car after locks the door.

"Good morning." The driver wishes.

"Good morning too." Lisa smiles.

The driver starts to drive. Lisa looking outside the window and wondering, how is her new job at the library today? 

For your information, she quit her old job. Not quit actually but she didn't come for weeks already. She thinks Jungkook already fired her but no. She doesn't know about that.

She felt her phone vibrated. She takes it out and saw Rose text her.

Can we meet this lunch?- Rose

When she thinks it again, she and Rose also haven't talk after they know each other true life with their boyfriends.

Sure. Where? - Lisa

At the Starbucks near Jimin company. I will send you the location. - Rose

Okay. See you there. - Lisa

Okay, Lili. - Rose

It has been so long Lisa didn't hear or saw she call her Lili again. She always calls her that whenever she joking around.

Lisa smile slightly and chuckles. She about to turn off her phone but she saw something that makes her smile faded.

It was a Jungkook picture. It was her screen wallpaper. That picture is where Jungkook sleeping so peacefully. Lisa thought it so cute so she takes a photo of it.

From the outside, you can see his cute and gentle side...

Lisa turns off the phone and turns it on back. She saw her lock screen wallpaper. They at the living room wearing rabbit ears on their head. Jungkook looks away in shyness while Lisa smiles so sweetly.

But deep down, there's a demon hiding inside him...

Lisa turns off her phone and sigh. She misses him. She wonders what he's doing right now. How is he? Is he okay? Is he already eating? Is he okay to be alone for a while?

Yes, for a while. Lisa wanted to go away from him and think about whether she should come back or not.

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Lunch time~

Lisa puts the last book on the shelf. She sighs in tired and leans her back on the bookshelf. It's time for her lunch and she really hungry.

She checks her watch and she has to go. 

Rose probably waiting.

Lisa grabs her bag and takes a cab to go there.

After a few minutes, she arrived. She went out after paying the driver and saying thank you. She gets in the cafe and looks around. She founds Rose staring at her drinks. 

Lisa walks towards her and knocks on her table. She startled at first but then she lifted her gaze and smiles.

"Hey, Lis." Rose smiles.

Lisa takes a seat and puts her bag aside.

"Hey. How are you?" Lisa asks.

"Fine. You?" Rose asks.

"Fine...I guess." Lisa smiles while looking down.

Rose knows she's not okay. She holds Lisa's hands and smiles softly.

"Tell me what's wrong. That's why I call you here to hang out with me." Rose grins.

"I miss him, Rose." Lisa says.

"You mean Jungkook?" Rose asks.

"Yes. I know it stu*id. I know it useless to miss him. I know he hurt me and abused me but I couldn't help it. My love for him is too strong." Lisa says.

"I love him and I just scared to come back. I'm scared if it was a bad decision to make. I'm scared if I regret it for a second time." Lisa let it out.

"Lisa..." Rose calls her name softly.

Lisa lifted her gaze. "I'm scared, Rose."

"I know you are. I'm scared too. Not only you. But, I'm here for you. Take your time thinking about it and make sure you think it twice. So, you wouldn't regret it in the future." Rose says.

Lisa nods slowly. Rose comforts her.

"You know, when I left him that time, it was my first time ever to see him crying so hard that time. His eyes begging me not to go. I can see it." Lisa tells her.

"Then?" Rose asks her, wanted her to continue.

"When I see his eyes, my heart feels heavy. Really heavy to left him. But, with my conditions that time, I push myself to left him. Because I'm scared." Lisa says.

Lisa shed her tears. "Now, here I am. Worried and wondering about him." 

"I'm such an idiots." Lisa cried. 

Rose stands up and sits beside her. She hugs her friend and stroke her hair. How Lisa wish it was Jungkook arms. But she knows, it was not. 

"You are not an idiot, Lisa." Rose whispers.

"You just did what is right. You and I suffers enough. Wht we need is taking a break for a while. We wish we can kill this love but fate didn't let us to do that." Rose says.

 Rose also sheds her tears when she remembers her and Jimin.

"Rose, you are strong but I'm not." Lisa sobbing.

"Strong? From outside, yes. Deep inside, I'm weak more than you." Rose chuckles bitterly.

"Both of us will get through this, okay?" Lisa asks.

"Of course we will." Rose smiles.

CONTINUE~