I NEED YOU

Why?

Its been two weeks since I started working at the company.
Its been two weeks  since Noah and I shared a kiss.
Noah has been avoiding me for two weeks. 'Did I do something wrong?' the Kiss...I could not help myself his lips were soft against mine but he kissed me back.  Why is he acting this way? I  have to talk to him.
I stood up from the bath tub and dried myself with a towel.
I put on  a yellow sun dress, as it was a sunny saturday. My hair was made into a messing bun, I wore my slippers and went down stairs.
Mary was watching 'I met a girl' on netflix in the living room, her legs were stretched on the couch with fruits in a bowl on the table
" Vivienne have you sent the documents to me?" Mary questioned
" oh yeah I have via email" I said I took a banana from her plate   before going  outside . I don't know how to go about it but I will try  to get him to talk to me. I know I look desperate going to meet him but I have to, I needed  to. I clenched my fists as I walked  to his front door. 'here we go' I said to myself as I was about to  knock, his door flew open . He had a surprise expression on his face when he saw me. 
"hi" I said
"hey...Emmm do you need anything? are you going somewhere?" he asked walking pass me
" No... I just want us to talk. Do you have a minute?" I asked
" No i don't" he answered
" Noah what is going on? why are you acting this way?" I questioned
"I don't understand you" he said going  into the garage, I followed him
" why are you avoiding me?" I asked
"i'm not" he answered
"yes you are...You have been ever since we kissed"  I tried talking
"that was a mistake, it shouldn't have happened" he said
" so you're going to act like nothing happened between us " I halted in my steps
" look Vivienne we kissed and  It is  not a big deal,people kiss all the time I don't see why this is different " he said
" seriously it may not be a big deal to you but it is to me because I don't go around kissing random guys and not especially my driver" I said staring  at him
" I don't have time for this" he said trying to get pass me but I blocked   his way
" do you regret it? do you regret kissing me? I asked in a low soft tone scared of what he might say . My eyes were a little blur because of the tears that were  threatening to come outside .  He looked at me then  shook his head while rubbing his hand on his face.
" answer me Noah?" do you regret it? I pushed him to answer
A tear drooped on my cheek staining it with my mascara
" Vivienne you should better go inside" Noah said
" No Noah I won't, not   until you give me an answer" I was already in tears but I stood my ground. He tried walking pass me again but I blocked  his way again.  He pushed me aside and walked out of the garage. ' what just happened ?' I asked myself

Noah POV
'Why is she being hard?' it will be better if only  she forget about what  happened.
I don't regret kissing her one bit, her lips tasted like strawberry. They were so soft, I could feed on them for days and not get hungry.
I don't want to start a journey where we will both be hurt at the end. It will be better for us if we stay away from each other.  Nothing can happen between us, I can't loose. But ' why am I feeling this way towards her? Is this guilt ?'
It is better I  apologise
'Yes I will apologise to her'
That is all I can give to her.
I walked into my bathroom to shower, I needed rest. This past few days has not been easy.
I stood under the running shower, allowing it to cascade all over my body and I had nothing to on my mind except her. I was  thinking about her .
'I will apologise to her '