Hard To Say GoodBye

STAY BY MY SIDE

V'S POV

It's been 3 days since Jimin fainted. Here I am sitting by his bedside. He looks so peaceful while sleeping. But now when I look at him, he had lost so much weight, there are bags under his eyes. What had been you doing to yourself Jimin-ah? How could you do this? Didn't you once thought of me? Can this year get anymore worse. I lost my grandma, then my friend died by suicide. I haven't even gotten out of that pain Jimin-ah and you did this. We talked about this right, then Why? Why didn't I saw that you are still hurting. I am sorry for being such a bad friend. I am sorry for not understanding that you are still hurt. I still remember that day when you broke in front of me.

1 MONTH BEFORE

Jimin left the house without telling anyone. He was just going not knowing his destination. He didn't realized that someone was following him. He wasn't in his senses. Jungkook's words kept ringing in his ears.

SOMEONE'S POV

JIMIN: He hated me. he feels disgusted. Jungkook disgusts me. he hates me. what exactly  I have to do to be loved. I have been thrown out from team again and again because I am not good enough. That's right I can never be good enough not for Jungkook, not for anyone else.

JIMIN-ah!!!

JIMIN: Why are you here? (hiding his tears)

V: Saw you going out!

JIMIN: You followed Why?

V: I was worried about you.

JIMIN: Yah! I am not kid who needs security. (laughing)

V: Stop pretending. I heard everything.

JIMIN: W-W-What do you mean?

V: I heard what Jungkookie said.

JIMIN: H-He didn't meant it. D-Don't think t-too much

V: Am I not good enough that you can share with me. I know what you feel for him. I have seen the way you look at him, eyes full of love.

JIMIN: Of course I love him. Everyone loves him

V: Everyone doesn't love him the way you love him.

JIMIN: (silent)

V: Jimin-ah!!! (I hugged him)

JIMIN: He hugged me and I couldn't hold back anymore. So I cried.

V: Shh calm down. I am here for you.

JIMIN: Why? Why he doesn't love? He said he hates me, he feels disgusted........ Am I disgusting?

V: No You are not. You are the most beautiful soul I have ever met.

JIMIN: You are saying because you are my friend. He is right. I am disgusting. No body loves me. I am not special in anyway. I am ugly, fat, not talented. I am useless in team. I have been thrown out of team again and again. I-I-I am...

V: You are not any of these buddy. Look at me. Don't you dare say anything like this. You are good in your own way. You are a good son. You are a good friend, when I needed you the most you were there for me. You understood me without me telling you. You cried with me, smiled with me. How could you say. It doesn't matter if you are thrown out of team before but you are here and you are among us. BTS is 7 and without you we are incomplete.

JIMIN: Taehyung-ah!

V: I love you and I am here for you always (kissed his forehead)

JIMIN: I love you too

V: I am here, always here for you. One day not only Jungkook but the whole world will know Jimin-ah how beautiful and good you are and that day I will be the one standing by your side smiling and will repeat that in your ear. That I told you.