Hard To Say GoodBye

ME FROM MOON YOU FROM STARS ~ VMIN

SOMEONE'S POV:

JIMIN: Finally I am going home today. Going back to home means going through all of those things again but staying in hospital is worse. Thankfully, Taehyung didn't asked anything and even asked doctor to not tell others. Jungkook on the other hand was the same as if he didn't knew he had done something. Well he never noticed me why would he ever realize if I am ill or not. I have to get used to all of the things as nothing is gonna change. This pain will stay with me and I will bear this everyday and no one will ever know.

I was sitting on my bed when the door opened revealing taehyung. I smiled.

V: Jin hyung will be here in an hour.

JIMIN: Okay. I smiled

V: So you are gonna act like nothing happened

JIMIN: (looking outside) Here we go! Don't do this.

V: I am talking to you jimin-ah. (shouting)

JIMIN: I am listening.

V: Don't act like that. Don't act as if you did nothing wrong.

JIMIN: Don't taehyung-ah, Don't. I don't want to talk.

V: We are gonna talk even if you like. I am not gonna let you kill yourself because of this self hatred.

JIMIN: Stop acting like as if you care (Snapped)

V: A-Acting? really now you are gonna say my concern is an act.

JIMIN: No one cares if I stay or not, live or die. Neither Jungkook nor you, no one cares. So stop act.....

V: SHUT UP, JUST SHUT UP

JIMIN: (TAKEN A BACK BY HIS SUDDEND OUTBURST) T-T-Ta......

V: Just because Jungkook don't like you, doesn't mean no one will. How long have you known Jungkook 3 years, so you are going to let yourself die because of damn 3 year old love BUT WON'T LIVE FOR YOUR 5 YEAR OLD FRIENDSHIP. (SHOUTUNG)

JIMIN: Taehyung-ah!!!

V: What am I to You? Nothing! I was the first one to be your friend. We shared happiness, pain everything but.....you would care about Jungkook but not me. Not for the person who's your friend. We have fights but at least we love each other. But maybe my love for you is nothing in front of Jungkook's hatred.

JIMIN: Taehyung-ah!! it's not..... No, that's not what it's like I stood up trying to get close.

V: (Taking a step back) Don't do it. Do you even know how I had spent these days? Do you know how worst I felt when you fainted in front of me? Do you know I couldn't breath when I saw your lifeless body there? I thought you will be able to understand what I told you back then. But you! You let yourself dwell in darkness.

Where have you brought yourself Jimin-ah.(tearing up) You were so approachable. I never felt that you are far away. I would call you once and you will look toward me. Don't you see I have been shouting all the time "JUST COME BACK TO ME" but you are not listening. You are going farther and farther away. How easily you traded me for Jungkook?

Is our Friendship that weak that you trade it with anyone or anything. (looking in his eyes)

JIMIN: I-I didn't. No one can trade you. (holding his hands)

V: How much more pain do you want me to bear? Just Kill yourself in one go so I can cry once and for all. It's better than seeing you kill yourself slowly every single day. I have lost so many people in less than a month. I am not ready to lose you. Either kill yourself or kill me so that I can get rid of this pain.

JIMIN: (tightly hugging) what have I done? I only saw him this much broken when his grandma died. I promised myself that I will never let him break and I broke him myself. I am sorry. I am sorry baby. Please I am so sorry.

V: Please Stop!!! (Crying)

JIMIN: (kissing his forehead, eyes and cheeks) I am so sorry baby. I didn't knew what I was doing. I just wanted the pain to go. So I did what I could to take the pain away. I am sorry I was way too much in self hate that I didn't see I am hurting you. I am sorry taetae. Baby! Sorry.

V: P-Promise me you won't do it ever again.

JIMIN: I don't know taetae. I want to be fine. I just want to be perfect. I want people to look at me and be inspired. All that hatred, it just....

V: (touching their foreheads) I know. But I am here. We'll do it together. We'll get out of this together. Remember when I started shooting for drama, how nervous I was, I cried and you came and told me we'll face this together and you'll be here with me. I was able to do it because you and everyone were there. And I am here now and we'll do it together. Let me hold you this time till we cross this problem.

JIMIN: Okay. I will. I am sorry I can never trade you for anything. Neither Jungkook nor anything else taetae. There is nothing that can take your place. You come first even before Jungkook. Don't ever say that. (wiping his tears)

JIN: Am I disturbing something?

V: Hyung! No I was just giving him a lecture about taking care of himself.

SUGA: Did you gave him properly or does he need one from me too?

JIMIN: Ah!! No I got it I'll be careful. (hiding behind Tae). Angry Suga Hyung is not good.

JIN: Good for you. Let's go. Home is waiting.

V: Let's go home (intertwining hands with Jimin)

JIMIN: (smiling) Yup. Everything will be okay. Yeah everything will be. Why would I want to hurt myself for those who don't care when I should love myself for the one who loves me. As long as I have Taetae, I'll be fine.